Friday, September 09, 2005

*feeling blue*

hmm...my pc monitor repaired dy.. n now i'm using it. i just came back from syahreez house.. he went to bk.beruang to find his prospect..
Blog.., i don't know what happen to me... everyday..i'm moody... must be my p.m.s kot.. haiiz.. ain't in a mood lerr.. black sheep gurl. fuuh!

errm.. that monday..,syahreez told me that.. he had to concentrate in his study n his b'ness as well.. so he need to 'put me aside'.. numsayin'?? 'put me aside'... he said.. he 'have' to.. he doesn't want to loss both of it.. means his study & b'ness.. he wana make his mum proud. haiz.. at first when i heard the sentence 'put me aside'.. it seems like 'break'.. so actually..i misunderstood.. haizz.. i cried leh.. i really did understand.. n i did 'more understand' it deeply.. wat can i say?? hmm..the day after he told me.., n here it goes.. (the daily routine) tapau mee curry n bring it to his house during his break.. after that,went to class.. n didn't meet him dy.. but he'll gimme a call every late night when he's free dy..this goes on for weekdays.. i didn't msg nor give him a call,coz i don't wana disturb him.. hmm..i guess on weekends we not gonna meet,coz' he got b'ness function on saturday while sunday surely meet his prospects.., the whole week is occupied.. i don't blame syahreez.., but hope he understand as well.......
Tremendously,i don't hope for more.. nor greed for it. just praying hard that he success in his study n b'ness..,& i wont be put aside. hmm.. his semester break is nx month..i guess. break for a month.. might be hoping that..he could spare a lil... during his sem break.. get it??

hubby..,if u're reading.. just wanted to tell u that.. i really understand.. & i trust u!
*praying hard for u*
ohh yea..
<-------- this pic was taken during merdeka eve..
me & syahreez at 'sri percik restaurant'
( looking great ) haha..

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