Wednesday, October 26, 2005

never be replaced

its been so long i didn't update my blog.. aint got thg to write about.. So now..just wana fill my time writting.. hehe..
hmm... i got 2 weeks holiday 28th Oct till 13th Nov.. woohooo!! syioknya!! but..sad to say.. after my holiday..i got mid term exam.. goshh its around da corner!!! i havent prepare for that! sitting for english paper & Introduction to graphic design paper!! duhhH! Hmm.. my 3rd semester starts next year..err middle january or february.. when enter 3rd sem..,i must really be hardworking in my studies..cannot play play nor skip class already. I wana achieve my dream.. After my 2 1/2yrs diploma..thot of continue my studies in MMU cyberjaya..wana go for degree.. Hopefully i can do it!! but firstly,i must do well in my Diploma..!!

mmm.. 6 days to go.. then its 'hari raya'.. Well, 'Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri'..especially to syahreez & family.. Wishing u a prosperous hari raya throughout the year!! =) May god bless u & ur family..'health & wealth..studies'!!
OoohhH.. by the way, syahreez... Congrats!! coz' err.. ur cheque.. 4-digits..& u r a manager..*clap clap* huggies* u had succeed!! i'll always pray for u (bness & studies) pray for ur upcoming every month cheque will always be 4 digits. If possible..5 digits. *huhuu* Have faith in urself!! u can do it!! i'll always n always be by ur side supporting you!! although sumtimes im not by ur side.. but i'm alwis remain in ur heart forever!! bear that in mind!

mm.. syahreez.. i wana apologise..for that day incident..for being not really understanding..n negative thinking.. I'm sorry... i know u r moody.. & i shouldn't take it seriously n think negatively.. Really sorry.. I'll change myself.. give me some time. i'll be the perfect one for you!! although there's ntg perfect in this world.. i'll still be the one!! i wont change u for wat u r..
I'll bear in mind..'positive mind & have faith in each other'!! Sorry ya for being really a bad gurl..didnt mean to make u mad.. n annoyed u.. Do forgive me.. Honestly,im afraid of losing you.. thats y sumtimes im acting tht type. but dun worry.. i'll change.. really! trust me! give me some time.. Everyone makes mistake.
*2getha4eva hubby!!* ' have faith in each other'
Love u so much!! muaksssssSSssss!!!~

Thursday, October 13, 2005

sighh*

nowadays my bf is a busy boy.. can say..the whole day he's busy.. preparing food...selling food....do business. this might last for a month.. coz' he's selling food during Ramadhan.. haiiz.. really miss him.. miss him much. hope he miss me too..just the way we feel.. missin' each other.
so long nvr spend time 2getha.. n so long nvr see him.. Missin' all those moments.. sighh. '2getha4eva',sweetheart!


birthday is comin soon.. getting nearer.. don't have any plan.. Leen asked me whether did i plan anythg on my birthday?.. such as celebrate..go out makan. i don't think so.. Birthday? this year birthday.. seems like just a normal day for me.. i don't feel anythg. aint a clue.. surely a quiet occasion for me.. ntg much.
i'm broke now.. i haven't buy present for kee.. jaime's n foo's birthday 2 weeks to go.. i ain't got cash to get sumthg for them.. might be givin them present next month..
hmm..Jaime going back to KL on the 24th october.. by that time.. surely seldom get to see her & seldom hang out.. she gonna fly.. fly around malaysia.. After 2yrs..then fly around the world.. sigghh..will be missin' her..my old bud!

Monday, October 10, 2005

goshhh..

Last night..was a terrible night. While i was at durian daun with syahreez,my sis n bro called me. they asked me to go back home. got some problem.. coz' my dad create trouble. UrgghHH!! why?? why must he did that? this was not the first time..its the 3rd or 4th times already.. hmmp.. couldnt bear it la.. his attitude.. makin' me sick of it. haiiz.. my familyz is suffering from him.. sighh..pity.
So, i asked syahreez to fetch me back home & wait for me at the junction.. coz' i don't want anythg happen to him.. Hmm.. while i was walking towards my house.. i saw my mum & sibblings at the balcony.. they asked me to 'go away'..means.. dun come back 1st..,scared my dad might beat me.
So,i entered reez's car while we both keepin' an eye. later on two poilcemen arrived my house.. hmm.. my mum's..da man..phoned me,asked me to fetch him go ujong pasir to take the 'police report',coz my mum need it..its important..So i asked reez to fetch us there.. haiiz.. feel so bad la..he drove up & down just for me.. Thanks very much dear!!
later on, after i gave my mum the police report letter.. Me & reez went to Kota Laksamana ate the ice ice thgy* & went to Cyber Cafe.
After that..i asked reez to pass by my house,to check..whether got anythg happen anot.. He also drove me to my aunt's house to take my clothes.. Moreover,i'm staying over his house. He & his mum had provided me with great comfy hospitality. Thanks alotz!!

Most of all..i really appreciated reez's helps.. He had lend a hand to me. Million of thanks,dear!! without u.. i'm helpless.. haiiz..feel so bad.. he drove up & down just for me..& gonna out of petrol too.. *thanks alotz dear* thanks for being there for me!! I love u so much for eternity!! TRULY!!

Dear,u really has brighten up my day.. Although i have problem..,but being with u..there's no sadness..problems. My life seems to be cheerful everyday!! My dear,thanks!! 2getha4eva!! MuakkssssSSSSsss!!!~~~~~~

*Love u much hubby*

Monday, October 03, 2005

Hye blog!! so long nvr update my blog dy.. Guess where am i?? Cyber Cafe!!! hehe..sumwhere nearby my house.
I'm with jaime & kee now.. haha nothing to do.. so went to cc lo. Just now me, jaime n kee went to 'More cafe'..went to have a drink.. its kee's treat.. coz tmr is her burpday!! Burpday gurl!! Happie 18th burpday Kee!!! Goshh... can't wait for my burpday..a month to go!! huhuu.. yeepiee!! woohooo..!!~ hmm.. quite bloated rite now.. just now drank sour sop smoothies.. a lil' milky taste!! (reminds me of my hubby..he lurves milky drink).. eat french fries.. fried yam cake.. & crispy fried otak.. fuuhh.. kenyang lehh!! gonna put on weight dy..aiyor. Ohh yea,kee said..one day she will treat syahreez eat..

Hmm.. syahreez's got his exam this friday.. account... last paper.. means end of his final!! merdeka for him!! hehee..then his sem break started.. woohoo!! Wish him best of luck in his last paper!! Do well,dear!! mm.. syahreez's business is getting better..increasing.. he's making money.. just can't stop makin money!! woohoo!! hehehe.. Glad for him!! but don't forget me.. (i noe he won't) Aite!! hehe.. love him so much!! missing him!!*