7th december

Happy 3rd Anniversary

to

... Reez & Sandra...

=)

7/12/2004

...2005...

countingg............

...2006......

...2007...

still counting......

...2008??

URGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*$%@#!*&^%$@#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DAMN IT!!

Miss.. miss.. =(

Left Up : Huey Ying, Jaime , Sandra(me)

Left Middle : VicKie, Siok Hua, Liying

Down : Sarah

I Miss all of em'! especially... VicKie & Liying.. =(

Awww... soo sweet..! =)




...Frenz for life...

Me & liying

Good Bye Vickie.. i miss you! =(

Take Care yahh!

From left : Sandra(me), Jaime, Huey Ying, VICKIE, Sarah, CinVin, Belle..

last dinner before Vickie leave..

Left : VICKIE, Reez, Sandra (me) & Sarah!

EYE of MALACCA

EYE of MALACCA..

fuahhhh.. nice ferris wheel!! =D

Located at d' old bus station

(near Ocean shopping center, beside the river)

image blurrrr (pirate ship & ferris wheel)

there's only 3 items*..which are pirate ship + ferris wheel + trampoline* bungee jump.

Burpdaee!!

Last Monday, Sarah & Siok Hua celebrated Jaime's & Sandra's (me) advance birthday at Melaka Raya ,Steamboat!

-no image of the steamboat foooood-

Blurrr... ( image shot by a steamboat old man uncle.. =/ ) aihz.. he doesn't know how to use this high-tech digi cam.. He shoot us while moving the cam.. the way he shoot like taking video..*&(@&(&#!! ???

-Me & Jaime-

Siok Hua & Sarah ( hey babes..,thanx for d cake & steamboat) =)

ME!! eeeeeee.. SHY sandra.. =D

Nway.., HAPPIEEEee BELATED BIRTHDAY to JAIME!!!!!!!! =)

Sushi

2 weeks ago, me , sarah, siok hua & jaime went to Mahkota Parade Sibaraku to have our lunch..

the meal cost us RM 24++... = four of us.
Cheap rite??

1 pair of sushi ..only RM1.20. 'promotion'

NYAMM!!! Yummylicious!! :P

OHHHhh my...!

YOU're B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L

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I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU..

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JUST CAN'T KEEP YOU OFF MY MIND...

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YOU make ME C.R.A.Z.Y!!!

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OHhhh God.. Please HELP ME!! =(

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OHHhhhh... My.......

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SAMSUNG SGH-E250

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i'm on my WAYyyyyyy.....

My NEW CRIB!

MY CRIB! lol

no. 72A,

Jalan SP 13,

Taman Semabok Perdana,

Semabok, 75050 Melaka, Malaysia.

Car porch

Entrance

Living Room... Brown.

Dining hall & kitchen.

Kitchen - i like the design.. its simple n modern.

My Bro's room.. Blue in colour.

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My mum's room.. Yellow...

2nd hall... :)

My sis's room.. Purple & light Grey.

My Room... Green & Grey in colour.

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sighh

wuuuuuuuuu.. been very busy lately... soo busy... im gonna start my new sem nx week..

im busy packing..preparing..to shift to my new house in 2 weeks time..which falls on 12th september. wee!! can't wait!! lalala.. =)

Yesterday my bro met an accident at bkt serindit.. coincidence i was there.. i saw the whole incident.. Fate huh? i was riding scooter..on the way to my new hse after fetch my sis to mp..

So frm the air leleh road.. i stop at the traffic light..coz it was red.. then i didnt know tht my bro was on the opposite of the road on my right.. Er.. then green light.. my turn to go..

Suddenly i saw an accident happen right in front of me.. n i saw a nissan sentra silver colour car.. then i quickly look at the plate number.. its was MBD 8555.. OMG!! sh*t!! my bro! my mum's car! i quickly ride to the place..

Then an old man around age 50 - 60 came down frm his car..(old junk red car) n so was my bro... then the old man... pick up the nissan car's light n was about to throw at my bro.. n i stop him! then tak jadi throw already.. then he pulak grab my bro's baju collar n wana punch him.. & i quickly push the old man n scolded him! the old man kept saying is my bro fault n ask him to pay.. then i said.. "Ey, bukan salah dia.. i nampak tadi! bla bla...

After that... the old man drove away.. Damn!! his fault! urgh.. plus..so old already.. still wana play tumbuk.

Gosh... my mum's car was badly DAMAGE!! while the old man's car.. NIL! coz its an old junk car.. its strong.

sighh.. pity my mum.. she 'kek sim'.. coz so many things happen.. so many rintangan* =(

e.r.r.o.r

I NEED DEAD PRESIDENT!!!!!!!

Anyone willing to help me??

s.a.n.d.r.a

I feel like blogging today.. I'm not in a mood..
My tears keep running down while i'm blogging..

WHY??? should i jot it down? i have no idea..

All i can say is... i'm sad.. sad.. sad..

err..

..some people said i've change..

my friendsss...??
or even my companion??

mm..
See it from your eyes... it tells the truth whether i change or not..
change into bad? good?

God knows..
You yourself will know..

well... i got ntg to say already...

nway... i need to keep myself busy from being sad..

Big gurls don't cry.. =)


"My heart by Irwansyah & Acha Septriasa & wait for you by Elliot Yamin" is dedicated to someone special... "1 4 3"

p/s : to my gurl frens who read this post...
i'm sure u gurls will leave comments n etc..
I noe u gurls r concern about me.. etc. Thanks alot! at least i noe u gurls will alwis be there for me.... =)

My OFF day..

Yay!!! i'm OFF today!! i got 2 days OFF .. yeap.. thursday & friday!! weeeeee!!!

yeah... i can relax.. huhuu..~

Hmm.. Unfortunately.....

This afternoon.. about 12 somethg..

I was riding my scooter.. on my way to my New House...

So..While riding.. suddenly my scooter run out of petrol.. & it stop right in the middle of the 'fly over'... damn!

I'm stuck at the fly over...

#@/*^%!*@!%&!#!!

Hmmp!! okay then.. What Can i dO??! uishhh..

i pushing my scooter frm the fly over..

AFter that.. i phoned Reez... mm.. calling for help.. =(

erm.. i've changed my mind.... i asked reez not to come..

So i walked n push my scooter all the way to the petrol station.. *its about 2km walk.. i guess. phew!! damn tired! *i feel tht im like dragging *A big fat Donkey.. heavy ler..

......then....

i saw CALTEX!! weee.. i'm gonna reach sooon...

When i arrived.. it was closed.. Urghhh!!

So..

continue my destination....

Fuahh.. At last.. i arrived at SHELL petrol station... Phew!!

..paradise.. =p

i'm damn tired & sweaty.. my whole hands.. arm.. bla bla.. were aching*

sighh..* i think i've lost 1 kg* Lol..

Semabok
*2km / 1.5km destination to the petrol station..

25th June

Happy 20th Birthday,bee!!
Muax Muax Muax!!!
i L.O.V.E you!!
...more than words...

"2getha 4eva"

=)

she tagged me!! tagged!!!

Layer One: On The Outside
Name: Sandra Tan Jye Yng
Birth Date: 10 November 1987
Current status: Taken
Eye Colour: err... brown? black? i duno le.
Hair Colour: Black
Righty or Lefty: Righty

Layer Two: On The Inside
Your Heritage: Teo Chew.. but..i duno how to speak tht.
Your Fears: conflict..
Your Weaknesses: CRY..
Your Perfect Pizza: Pizza Hut! Island Supreme stuff CRUST!! nyamm!!

Layer Three: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your Thoughts First Waking Up: What's the time NOW??
Your Bedtime: 4 / 5 somethg in the morning.. sumtimes 7am.
Your Most Missed Memory: moments which i had with my b in the early of relationship.. & not forgotten.. Outing with my buddies.. =) *miss miss* miss every single of it..

Layer Four: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi!!
McDonald's or Burger King: MC DONALDS!!!!! yummy!! i'm lovin' it! *Spicy Chicken Mcdeluxe*
Single or Group Dates: Anything will do..!
Adidas or Nike: Both! hmm.. preferable NIKE.. cortez! =p
Tea or Nestea: Teaaa..
Chocolate or Vanilla: VANILLA!!! i love it!! nyam.. the milky taste..simply irresistible!!
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappucino..

Layer Five: Do You...
Smoke: err.. i don't smoke.. coz it mite kills my future babiesss... =)
Curse: Obviously.. if someone makes me furious..
Think you've been in love: Yeah.. right now.. He's the one! =P
Go to school: yeap.. afew years back.. Now college..
Want to get married: Of course! its everyone's dreams!!
Believe in yourself: err.. sumtimes. I'm lack of confidence.. =(
Think you're a health freak: yeahh... im superb HEALTHY!!! *means..i'm damn fat*

Layer Six: In The Past Month Have you...
Drank alcohol: No.. i DON'T drink.
Gone to the mall: Yeap.. everyday.. coz i work in the mall.
Been on stage: yes! i hate it, its one of my Fear! uuu.. phobia!
Eaten sushi: yeahh.. i lurrrve SUSHI!!
Dyed your hair: yes.. rite after my last paper.. SPM.

Layer Seven: Have You Ever...
Played A Stripping Game: No.. Crazy kah..?!!
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: No.. but i always wish that i could be slim & pretty.. jz like some other chicks.. LOL!

Layer Eight: You're Hoping
To Be Married: to... * * * * * * * * [hahaha..] a person who lurves me soo muchie.. =)
For a: Perfecto LIFE!! *praying hard*

Layer Nine: In a Girl/Guy
Best Eye + Best Hair Color Combination: Thats not important! even IF he's bold..toothless.. i'll still love him.. As long as he's good in the INNER..
Short Hair or Long Hair: preferably short hair...


Layer Ten: What were you doing?
1 Min Ago: answering this tagged question* while eating almond bread with a cup of milo..
1 Hour Ago: phoned reez.. but he was sleeping..
4.5 Hours Ago: went out with jaime.. sarah.. at MP.
1 Month Ago: har..?? i cant re-call..
1 Year Ago: hmm.. i dunooo..

Layer Eleven: Finish The Sentence
I Love: i love my b.. i love my family.. i love my friends..
I Feel: so stressed up.. =/
I Hate: HATE my FATS!!! i wana be SLIM!!!
I Hide: hide?? hmm.. i hide.. i dunoo la. secrets i guess.
I Miss: i miss him..! Owh ya..,i miss Baking.. & cooking.. Chef Sandra. LOL
I Need: CASH!!!! a large amount of Dead president!! =p

Layer Twelve: Tag Five People

err.. i dunoo who to tag.. coz most of them have been tagged.. So .. i jz simply tag 5 of them,k.

1. Reez - been tagged!
2. Vkie - She tagged me!
3. Liying - Vkie tagged her!
4. Loke Hui
5. ??
6. ??

em!

I Miss em'!! em'..?? their arse..?? =P

i dunooooo...

STRESS + HOPELESS + MOODY + all sort of sad feelings... i can't take it.. can't go on by myself..
Alwis Motivate myself.. "sandra.. u can do it! have faith" ..end up... i'm still the same.. =( A failure... BYE BYE WORLD... LOL!
i'm sadddd laaa... Does anyone know where to find a place to release tension??! Any place.. where i can scream till the MAX.. where no one can hear...
ANY??!

May God Bless Me..

BFF

-Sandra & Jaime-
BFF : Best Friends Forever!
(was posing to snap a pic of us using jaime's mobile phone)

Credit to ReEz! Thanks, muax!! =)

story of Meeting my Soulmate!

Suddenly.. been thinking about my past..on 'how i met my soulmate'..
Here the story goes like...

We were a chat friends in 'ICQ'..around age 16 (secondary 4), we used to chat a few times. Quite some time later, we didn't contact each other. (well,as you know.. chat friends wouldn't have the bond of friendship.. I mean they didnt bother about friendship thgy for chat/net friends coz' they didnt even know them very well.. 'its just a chat/net friends')
So, bla bla bla.....

[ 1 year later - Age 17, Secondary 5 ] Just after my Secondary Final exam, SPM.. Me & my friends planned to go Jonker Walk & etc. Well, just wana have fun & release stress after the WAR! So, Me & Vkie were at Sarah's house lepak.. then,Vkie phoned her cousin Kah Heng.. Invited him & his friends to join us for the Outing.. 'the more the merrier' & 'make new friends'..

hm.. Guess What?! the Outing is ON!! All my friends.. 'siok hua, sarah, liying, huey ying & vkie' (except jaime..i duno why she doesn't wana join us) gathered at my house on that night for the Outing. All of us was well-dressed & ready for the Outing.. We were waiting for Kah Heng & Reez outside my house for them to pick. We were very anxious.. coz' we didn't even know them at all.. Feeling so shy & scared.. =/

When they arrived.. Vkie, Sarah & liying sat in Kah Heng's Car while Me,siok hua & huey ying sat in Reez's Car.. (omg.. shyness!! we don't even know Reez at all.. pai sehh arr!) So ... we went to JOnker... bla bla.. After that, drop by at a Mamak stall in Melaka Raya... Weh,Guess What?? Reez was just sitting right beside me.. but there's a small gap in between la. ( that time i was shy... Buat-buat keep talking to my friends.. You know la.. i seldom sat beside a guy.. Waa..sounds fake! but its true la.. I'm from girls school mah..,good girl le..) =P

hmm.. After that went to 'Green World Bistro'.. its a place for clubbing.. Yeah.. dance dance.. shake ya bom bom there! hehe.. but me & my friends never really dance la.. SHY as i said! just dance a lil'.. weh,all of us(my friends) went to clubbing place..for the 1st time leh!
BLa.. bla.. bla... went back home around 3am i guess. (saturday night)

SO next few days later.. On Monday night.., i was Online.. ICQ.. then i saw this guy Online.. wasn't really sure is he Reez or not.. coz' we didnt chat for so long.. & guess he forget who i am already. then.. i Chat with him.... & yeah..,it was HIM! SYAHREEZ!! then we chat.. bla bla bla.. ... I told him that i'm bored at home.. wana enjoy to the fullest before i enter National Service.. & bla bla.. He asked me out for a dinner.. then i accept! Omg.. is that you..Sandra?! hehe =P

The next day.. (Tuesday) .. He came to pick me for dinner at 'Windmill' around 8pm.. Then bla bla... He ate Fish n Chips while i ate Chicken Marryland.. *hehheehe* (i still remember wht he wores & me myself too.) During the dinner.., we talked about our lifes & etc.. Introduction to oneself?' heee.. =) i enjoyed that night. So after dinner.. we went to Klebang Beach.. sat down there chit chatting.... *i was shy* ... bla bla... Went back home..

After that.. continuing SMS-ing.. there's where our relationship started... (7th december 2004)
So the next day & continuous day.. we keep went out.. *dating* till the day i went to National Service...

Our relationship still blooming... still counting... its almost 3 years. =)

Well..,i'm very happy that i met Reez.. He's such a great person..

Bee, i luv u lots... alwis.. forever..~

Zoo

Went to Malacca Zoo yesterday with reez.. Got afew shots of the animals...
Here goes...


Parrot - looks like 'Faber Caster' colour pencils parrot.

Mr.Iguana - its an iguana.. eyuuuee.. look at the scales.. the iguana skins.. geli la.

Flamingo! - well,all of them is sleeping i guess.. no heads up..


Nway..,i'll upload more pics of the animals soon.. =)

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luv,sandra.

someday we'll know..

Ninety miles outside Semabok
Can’t stop riding I don’t know why
So many questions, I need an answer
few seconds of later you're still on my mind

Whatever happened to Amelia Eirheart?
Who holds the stars up in the sky?
Is true love just once in a lifetime?

Did the captain of the Titanic cry?

Oh, Someday we’ll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we’ll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we’ll know
Why I wasn’t meant for you...[??!]

Does anybody know the way to Paradise?
Or what the wind says when I cries?
I’m speeding by the place that I met you

For the ninety-seventh time...Tonight

Someday we’ll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we’ll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we’ll know
Why I wasn’t meant for you...[??!]
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

Someday we’ll know
Why "Slyvia" loved "Randy"?
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you’ll know
That I was the one for you....

Open up the world

I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow

Watched the stars crash in the sea

If I can ask God just one question

Why aren’t you here with me tonight?

Oh, Someday we’ll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we’ll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we’ll know
Why I wasn’t meant for you...[ boolshit! ]
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

Someday we’ll know
Why "Slyvia" loved "Randy"?
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you’ll know
That I was the one for you....

Penang Island - trip

Me & Reez went to Penang Island on Monday.. 1 day trip. Came back on Wednesday morning. 8 hours journey..goshh!

Me & Reez in the Ferry from Butterworth to Penang Island..



Kompleks Tun Abdul Razak located in Penang city. (one of the famous shopping complex in Penang)



Prangin Mall.. (the lift sux!)



LOOK! that 'penang ah ma' is lookin' at me.. & there's a birdy in the sky..



At Batu Ferringi bus stop. (Batu Ferringi seaside)



Close-up shot
(lion statue from a temple in Penang)



Reez at Work!



Penang trishaw
(its different from melaka) - slow shutter.. too blur,coz didn't attach tripod.

GEARS

NIKON + standard lens + Sigma APO telephoto 70-300mm + Nikon Flash Speedlight SB 600 + Giottos Rocket Air Blower!

Reez's & Sandra's Gears. Brand NEW!!

(Oopps..missing something.. hmm..? oh ya! sb600 speedlight flash!!)

Setting up his gears..



Are You Ready?!



He KISS his baby!!!! me want too!!! =p

We spent alot on the accessories.. FuhH!! expensive hobby!
well,we don't mind.. its our passion!!
ahemm...we are BROKE!!

work

its 3.45 am now.. quite tired.. I just came back from work.. yeap..work! back aching rite now.. Just after sms reez.. guess he is sleeping.. well,cant get to say good night & receive good night kiss.. =( Hmm.. Missing him..
Guess i'll be working for long.. roughly about 6 months..if possible.. Aihz.. can't go dating with my sayang dy.. *heeee* Well,its okay.. *we understand each other..* rite dear? haha.. nway.. i'm going to bed now.. chow~ NiteZ everyone.. + Muakss to my reezy dear!! =)

thoughts

i've been thinking.. i can't go on in this way.. feel so withdrawn.. Loook at me.. i'm soo not myself.. i mean in the terms of 'bodily'.. Well, we'll see what happen next....

New sprayed Suzuki VR

This is my Suzuki Vr.. newly srayed by ReEz & his friend HafiZ! Thanks ya!! i'm lOvin' it!!
The design theme is.. errm.. Arrow..? hee..


My Suzuki VR
front

..arrow..

left - suzuki Racing

right - Japs words

VrOoomMmm!!!!!!!

back - suzuki

MAW 2951.. Yeap!! thats my scooter!!


Credit to ReEz for the Shots. Edited by Me - not much editing.