10 November

yup yup!! its 10 November..!! its my birthday!! my last year of teen.. i'm 19 rite now..! wana enjoy to the fullest.. if possible. Mm.. I didn't expect much for my birthday..wishes is enough to brighten up my day..!! I just woke up from my nap.. its raining heavily rite now.. Rain? it makes me feel so relaxing... & sumtimes moody.. don't know why.. haha nature.. Sighh.. During my nap..i had a bad bad dreams..!!! can't stated all about it.. privacy.. LOL! since i woke up from my nap..i WIPE my tears... i cried alot.. in my dreams..but the tears flow in reality.. Goshh.. making me uneasy rite now.. Wonder why suddenly i'll dream all those.. hmmp.. bad omen la.. =( *Gob Bless Me* touch wood.. please don't happen in reality.. sob..sob..
I've received birthday wishes from my dear friends..its countable..jaime, leen, siok hua, sarah, vickie, kee, pek shan & lastly my ns fren (yuan2)... n my mama. thats all. sad case rite..? so little.. told cha' i don't have many friends.. trust me wei..i really don't have any friends..except u gurls.. In my college,i'm always alone.. my frens in my college was my 'hi bye friends' only.
Owh ya, At 12am today.. the first person who called me..was my dear reezy..(thanks dear..muax!)*hee.. Hmm.. i really appreciated all those wishes..especially from my close friends.. (do u want me to name out again..?) ok.. jam,leen,vkie,siok hua,sarah,kee. thanks yo! love u gurls lots!! started to realise again..that my friends are important to me.. see.. they remember my 'big day'.. feeling so fortunate rite now.. At least i know they'll always be there for me.. that what are friends for.. rite? hee..
Last night went to MP jalan-jalan with reez.. hee* (spending sum time with together esp. for my big day) LOL!
to be continue..

GosHhhh...!!! Last night was a tremendous wonderful night..!! (10/11) Reez brought me to 'Hotel Equatorial' to have dinner..(bday celebration) Isn't that romantic..?? yeap!! Damn happy.. Thanks dear..Lovin' you lots!! After movie,me & ReEz went to watch midnight movie.."Death Note" goshh.. damn nice wei that movie..!!! Peps out there..don't miss this movie.. its Nice.. satisfaction guaranteed.. huhuu..~
>ReEz<Thanks for that wonderful night.. You've brighten up my life.. Owh..During that dinner.. i keep smilling.. & that makes me can't express..... coz i was too happy..surprised.. thats why i'm speechless & SHY! *hee.. =) Dear,thanks.. thanks alot!! Love you much..'i know.. You LoVe me More!!
yeap!! thats all for today..!! WoOoohOOoooOOo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm lovin' it!!

"Opps!! D.I.E.T time...!!!" LOL! -peace-

POEM - love

When thy eyes touched mine
for the very first time
I knew it would be forever
That we were meant to stay together
And I had to keep my faith
Because my only love sprung from my only hate

For thou I was lying here
In this cold and dark place
Thy voice I was supposed to hear
But our dream became our disgrace
Why could not thou wait for a little while?
For I would wake up and smile

I can not stop my tears now
As my eyes try not to see thee
Oh, love could not be more wise to me!
With thy dagger I make a vow:
By taking this breaf life
I shall always be thy hopeless wife.

lalala

nowadays i feel so ALIVE..!!!!!!!!!!!!! huhuuu.. its soon.. its around the corner... i'm lookin' forward to it.... =) =) =) yeepeeee!!!!! chow..~