life

hey,i'm back.
its been so long i didn't update my blog.
Alot things happenned to me recently. i'm kinda trying to survive now. trying to get a new life.
i miss him.. Him refers to syahreez,my ex-bf. we broke up recently.
i never know this would happen. We've been together for 4 years and 4months plus. Time flew very fast yea.. Seems like whatever in our life.. we did together.. we went thru together.. ups and downs. its like he's connected in my life. its very difficult to let him go.
He's always in my mind.. keep playing. 24/7 without a miss, that he's in. i really miss him. i never regret meeting him. He brought alot changes in my life. he taught me alot. life's not easy without him.
i wish we'll be together again.. but well, i think thats not gonna happen.
i'm currently in singapore lookingfor job. planning to move on.. trying. still. it takes time. i'm still hurt and sad till today. i don't know what should i do. Always wanted to phone him.. but i kinda stopped myself. coz he has his own life now.. i can't keep bothering him.
i have put to much hope when i'm with him. i thought he'll be the one for me.. my future. my hubby. it seems like everything went perfect. but we can't predict. people changed.. things changed.. environment too.
i know.. everyone's not perfect. but i always tried to be the best for him.. i'm still trying till today even though we're over and i seldom hear from him already.
none understand how i felt. none. people keep advising me.. but try to put urself in my shoes. how will u feel? yeah,i'll recover.. but i duno when. it takes time. really not easy for me.
Whatever i do, whatever i saw.. reminds me alot of him and our relationship. even i saw a clothes hanger in sg in my room.. reminds me of him. coz he has the exactly same hanger. see... Takes time.. haih. sometimes i just wish that i just poooff in this world.
i really don't know what to do. i feel so sucky right now.
anyway, i hope he's doing fine and is happy with his life. quite sumtime i never hear from u.. always wondering.. 'wat r u doing now?' 'how r u?' 'hows thg?' and etc. i still do care for u.. still do in whtever thg. even if u need help.. i'll immediately be there for u. i'll. its a promise. i'll always support ur dreams..
Do take care Reez. i heart you wholeheartedly. i really don't want loss contact with u.. serious. even if in future we're not gonna be together.. but we still can be friends.. i mean it.
always wondering.. after the break up.. we kinda contact for sumtime.. then suddenly never contact for sumtime.. Do u still think of me? do u still care about me? do u miss me? just the way i did.. Do u? i didn't ask u to miss me or care about me.. but during these 4 yrs 4mths plus we been thru. i'm sure at least sumtimes u do feel that way rite? just like me. i dunoo.. I'm part of ur history.. sure sumtimes u will re-call or suddenly past memories comes to ur mind..
U know, thinking about how we met at d beggining and what we did.. its quite sweet. we're quite loving..
ahh.. no used of talking all these now.. its over.
i can only keep all these memories with me..

Singapore trip

Welcome to SINGAPORE!

Last Tuesday me & vkie went to singapore.. for 3 days.

The purpose of going there is for vkie's job interview..

but seems like we went there to enjoy. ;p

DAY 1..

We arrived Sg about 12pm lidat..
We straight went for lunch... had "kway chap" (no image here)

then.. we went to Holland Village jalan2 & met my mum.

suddenly we tersempak an actress there.. (duno whts her name)

After that we went to Orchard Road..

the X'mas decoration is on..

oh ya.. we went to Takashimaya basement where lots of food there..

& we continue makan n makan n makan... NyamM!

Paragon shopping center entrance

Enjoying our yummieee ice cream.. very cheap mia.. only S$1.

Vickie da crazee

Orchard road deco.

After that we went to Clarke Quay...

& later we had Mr.Bean;Soya bean ice cream! haha

Vkie trying to shoot d "bungee"..

DAY 2

Had our lunch at Chinatown;People's Park Complex hawker center.

Dumpling; S$6 for 12 pcs.

cheap rite? Yummylicious!! ;p

Singapore Carrot Cake! S$3 only.

its diffrent from Malacca. it has more Eggs n crispy!

Fuahhh!! Hungry la..

later, we went to Raffles place..

Vickie had an interview there..

while waiting for her.. i had 'Old Chang Kee' & my fav ice cream.

Before her interiew.. we lepak at 'Toast'

Mango Lassi... Uishh.. best!! very pekat leh.. pure.

After that, we went to Suntec City..

Had 'Old Chang Kee' & Donut Factory.

Japanese Jasmine Tea (green tea donut)

Cheese

( it taste salty just like cheeeeze)

Yummieee..!!

nicer than Big Apple Donut.

Then, meet my mum..

went to Esplanade, Merlion & Vivo City.

Me & Mami

Vivo City

Had Our dinner there at Food Republic; its a food court.

with mum, sis, vkie n me.

Then later.. we went for 2nd round dinner at Geylang.

lol

Tian Qi Porridge & Fried Oyster.

After 2nd round dinner.., we went for dessert..

Tau Fu Fah..

& we went to see "chicken" (prostitute) ;p

DAY 3

Went to Suntec City again..

to buy 'bonbons & donuts' at donut factory.

Had our lunch their.. old chang kee & nasi lemak.

(too hungry dy.. forget to shot)

&

balik kampung in d evening..

Donuts

Bonbons.

21st bday

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday to youu..

Happy Birthday to SANDRA..

Happy Birthday to youuuuuuuuu.....!

Hey shawty, its ya birthday.. i'm gonna bla bla...

yerr..so sad.. i'm old.. ;P

Me, Reez, Vkie & Sarah.. we went to "GOGO BOX".. to celebrate my bday..

Its a surprised for me..

they pakat.. tipu me.. sob sob.. ;)

HAHA... long story la.. duno how to explain. lol

Anyway... thanx alot to them..

i'm lovin it!

thts d best bday ever in my life!

AWESOME!! weeeeeee! love u guys!!

(reez,vkie & sarah - wehh u guys pandai act ahh.. siap said left d purse.. then answer call.. n d "try to be understanding n etc" lol.. I almost cry leh.. HAHA..)

Birthday gal & ah bun! ;P

Vickie, Me, Reez & Sarah

Babes..

Reez giving me pressie. its a necklace, a love shape pendant.

(eekk.. i'm shy!! ><)

lurve d pressie.. cantek!!

TaA DAaaaaaa..

i paiseh la.. they asked me to kiss reez..

MUAX!!

Lets sing along...


Hiak Hiak!!

I'm having fun.... hohooo...

Pre-Bday! 8th Nov

Let the pictures do the talking.. ;p

My Birthday cakes.. from Reez!

NyammM! i'm lovin' it
its Mille Crepe from Nadeje.

Cute rite d cake?? hehee.. siap got d "happy birhtday" candles..

(Thank u reez! mwax)

Vickie & Hwee Li helping me to lit up d candles n etc.. ;P



Everyone sang Happie Birthday song to me & ask me to make a wish..
Eeekkk >_< I'M SHY!!! HELP ME!! lol
'scratching my head' HAHA







SEE.... they looked soo busy.. &..

i'm enjoying my favourite cake.. WeeEEee!!

Frens..

From left; Vickie, Hwee Li, Alex, Daeren, Adelene, Kirks, Wilson & Aaron.

(btw, sarah came later.. coz she've wedd dinner)



Well,stay tune for more upcoming pics on my birthday!! Countdown bday! hehe.
&
Thanks to everyone for making it happen! ;)
xoxoxo

Reezy Weezy (25th june)

Happie 21st Birthday ah Bun! ;) xO

@ holiday inn

Me & sarah at "our planet cafe" (LOL) hahaa..

we celebrate our advance bday.. ekeke..

Who's that guy beside reez?? HAHA!! mane siok hua??!! missing dy..

nway.., thats all for today... cheers~

outing

I've my dinner today with reez.. went to Secret Recipe.. Nyamm! i ate Chicken Cordon Blue.. as usual.. my favourite!! best tau!! Reez ate Spagetthi Meatball.. pun sedap! simply irresistable! Then after having our main course.. we ate.. Cakes!! White Chocolate Macadamia nuts.. Yummy!!
aww.. forget to shoot some images of d outing & food.. haha.. When d food arrived,i faster makan dy.. can't wait. mouth-watering.. lol =P

After that.. me & reez went to 'Our planet Cafe' (shark cafe ;p) We went to yum cha with sarah, siok hua & kee. We omong2.. hehe.. then we played DARE games.. COOL wehh!! haha.. Kee & Reez lose, so they have to do.. as wht we said. i don't have d images with me.. sarah hv. i reckon she'll post it soon.. very soon.

After yum cha.. we balik... then me & reez went to yum cha again..at hang tuah mall.. with his cousin...

ouhh btw.. i'm leaving to singapore tmr morning 7.30am bus. Do take care everyone! muakksss!!

P/S : I'M GONNA M.I.S.S YOU bebehh!!

i'm missing you right now too..
Cyah! ;)

Iron Man

I watched Iron Man today.. with sarah & siok hua.. at MBO cinema. Its Wednesday weh..the ticket cost rm5 per person.. HAHA.. nyamM!
Hm.. so so la the muvee.. Out of 5, i give 2.5 . hehe.. i prefer Narnia,Prince Caspian, if compared to Iron Man.
Tha Iron Man not charming la.. superhero must be handsome mah.. lol. Spiderman handsome.. Superman too! HAHA..
I wanna watch Hancock muvee. Its a super hero muvee.. like Iron Man.. but i reckon Hancock would be interesting. Saw the trailer.. act by Will Smith.. i wanna watch!! ;)

Screening in cinemas.. July ----

Hancock

By the way, Dataran Pahlawan 'Golden Screen Cinemas' gonna open by end of June. Heard that, it have 12 cineplex room. hmm.. means ..there will be more movies..like KL. woohOo!