story of Meeting my Soulmate!

Suddenly.. been thinking about my past..on 'how i met my soulmate'..
Here the story goes like...

We were a chat friends in 'ICQ'..around age 16 (secondary 4), we used to chat a few times. Quite some time later, we didn't contact each other. (well,as you know.. chat friends wouldn't have the bond of friendship.. I mean they didnt bother about friendship thgy for chat/net friends coz' they didnt even know them very well.. 'its just a chat/net friends')
So, bla bla bla.....

[ 1 year later - Age 17, Secondary 5 ] Just after my Secondary Final exam, SPM.. Me & my friends planned to go Jonker Walk & etc. Well, just wana have fun & release stress after the WAR! So, Me & Vkie were at Sarah's house lepak.. then,Vkie phoned her cousin Kah Heng.. Invited him & his friends to join us for the Outing.. 'the more the merrier' & 'make new friends'..

hm.. Guess What?! the Outing is ON!! All my friends.. 'siok hua, sarah, liying, huey ying & vkie' (except jaime..i duno why she doesn't wana join us) gathered at my house on that night for the Outing. All of us was well-dressed & ready for the Outing.. We were waiting for Kah Heng & Reez outside my house for them to pick. We were very anxious.. coz' we didn't even know them at all.. Feeling so shy & scared.. =/

When they arrived.. Vkie, Sarah & liying sat in Kah Heng's Car while Me,siok hua & huey ying sat in Reez's Car.. (omg.. shyness!! we don't even know Reez at all.. pai sehh arr!) So ... we went to JOnker... bla bla.. After that, drop by at a Mamak stall in Melaka Raya... Weh,Guess What?? Reez was just sitting right beside me.. but there's a small gap in between la. ( that time i was shy... Buat-buat keep talking to my friends.. You know la.. i seldom sat beside a guy.. Waa..sounds fake! but its true la.. I'm from girls school mah..,good girl le..) =P

hmm.. After that went to 'Green World Bistro'.. its a place for clubbing.. Yeah.. dance dance.. shake ya bom bom there! hehe.. but me & my friends never really dance la.. SHY as i said! just dance a lil'.. weh,all of us(my friends) went to clubbing place..for the 1st time leh!
BLa.. bla.. bla... went back home around 3am i guess. (saturday night)

SO next few days later.. On Monday night.., i was Online.. ICQ.. then i saw this guy Online.. wasn't really sure is he Reez or not.. coz' we didnt chat for so long.. & guess he forget who i am already. then.. i Chat with him.... & yeah..,it was HIM! SYAHREEZ!! then we chat.. bla bla bla.. ... I told him that i'm bored at home.. wana enjoy to the fullest before i enter National Service.. & bla bla.. He asked me out for a dinner.. then i accept! Omg.. is that you..Sandra?! hehe =P

The next day.. (Tuesday) .. He came to pick me for dinner at 'Windmill' around 8pm.. Then bla bla... He ate Fish n Chips while i ate Chicken Marryland.. *hehheehe* (i still remember wht he wores & me myself too.) During the dinner.., we talked about our lifes & etc.. Introduction to oneself?' heee.. =) i enjoyed that night. So after dinner.. we went to Klebang Beach.. sat down there chit chatting.... *i was shy* ... bla bla... Went back home..

After that.. continuing SMS-ing.. there's where our relationship started... (7th december 2004)
So the next day & continuous day.. we keep went out.. *dating* till the day i went to National Service...

Our relationship still blooming... still counting... its almost 3 years. =)

Well..,i'm very happy that i met Reez.. He's such a great person..

Bee, i luv u lots... alwis.. forever..~

Zoo

Went to Malacca Zoo yesterday with reez.. Got afew shots of the animals...
Here goes...


Parrot - looks like 'Faber Caster' colour pencils parrot.

Mr.Iguana - its an iguana.. eyuuuee.. look at the scales.. the iguana skins.. geli la.

Flamingo! - well,all of them is sleeping i guess.. no heads up..


Nway..,i'll upload more pics of the animals soon.. =)

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luv,sandra.

someday we'll know..

Ninety miles outside Semabok
Can’t stop riding I don’t know why
So many questions, I need an answer
few seconds of later you're still on my mind

Whatever happened to Amelia Eirheart?
Who holds the stars up in the sky?
Is true love just once in a lifetime?

Did the captain of the Titanic cry?

Oh, Someday we’ll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we’ll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we’ll know
Why I wasn’t meant for you...[??!]

Does anybody know the way to Paradise?
Or what the wind says when I cries?
I’m speeding by the place that I met you

For the ninety-seventh time...Tonight

Someday we’ll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we’ll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we’ll know
Why I wasn’t meant for you...[??!]
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

Someday we’ll know
Why "Slyvia" loved "Randy"?
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you’ll know
That I was the one for you....

Open up the world

I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow

Watched the stars crash in the sea

If I can ask God just one question

Why aren’t you here with me tonight?

Oh, Someday we’ll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we’ll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we’ll know
Why I wasn’t meant for you...[ boolshit! ]
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

Someday we’ll know
Why "Slyvia" loved "Randy"?
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you’ll know
That I was the one for you....

Penang Island - trip

Me & Reez went to Penang Island on Monday.. 1 day trip. Came back on Wednesday morning. 8 hours journey..goshh!

Me & Reez in the Ferry from Butterworth to Penang Island..



Kompleks Tun Abdul Razak located in Penang city. (one of the famous shopping complex in Penang)



Prangin Mall.. (the lift sux!)



LOOK! that 'penang ah ma' is lookin' at me.. & there's a birdy in the sky..



At Batu Ferringi bus stop. (Batu Ferringi seaside)



Close-up shot
(lion statue from a temple in Penang)



Reez at Work!



Penang trishaw
(its different from melaka) - slow shutter.. too blur,coz didn't attach tripod.

GEARS

NIKON + standard lens + Sigma APO telephoto 70-300mm + Nikon Flash Speedlight SB 600 + Giottos Rocket Air Blower!

Reez's & Sandra's Gears. Brand NEW!!

(Oopps..missing something.. hmm..? oh ya! sb600 speedlight flash!!)

Setting up his gears..



Are You Ready?!



He KISS his baby!!!! me want too!!! =p

We spent alot on the accessories.. FuhH!! expensive hobby!
well,we don't mind.. its our passion!!
ahemm...we are BROKE!!

work

its 3.45 am now.. quite tired.. I just came back from work.. yeap..work! back aching rite now.. Just after sms reez.. guess he is sleeping.. well,cant get to say good night & receive good night kiss.. =( Hmm.. Missing him..
Guess i'll be working for long.. roughly about 6 months..if possible.. Aihz.. can't go dating with my sayang dy.. *heeee* Well,its okay.. *we understand each other..* rite dear? haha.. nway.. i'm going to bed now.. chow~ NiteZ everyone.. + Muakss to my reezy dear!! =)

thoughts

i've been thinking.. i can't go on in this way.. feel so withdrawn.. Loook at me.. i'm soo not myself.. i mean in the terms of 'bodily'.. Well, we'll see what happen next....

New sprayed Suzuki VR

This is my Suzuki Vr.. newly srayed by ReEz & his friend HafiZ! Thanks ya!! i'm lOvin' it!!
The design theme is.. errm.. Arrow..? hee..


My Suzuki VR
front

..arrow..

left - suzuki Racing

right - Japs words

VrOoomMmm!!!!!!!

back - suzuki

MAW 2951.. Yeap!! thats my scooter!!


Credit to ReEz for the Shots. Edited by Me - not much editing.

DCmag

Weee.. finally got my this month Digital camera Magazine!! =)

-Digital Camera Magazine-

Well.. to those who is interested in Digital Photography... you can purchase this magazine at any book stores especially MPH & News. It cost Rm8.00 ONLY!!
This Magazine will be publish every month.. it really helps you alot..There are guides..tips..advise..& much more. (hmm.. i think this magazine is selling in overseas too, coz its from UK..)

So what now?? go grab it.. before it sold out!!
be fast.. its like hot cakes!!

creepy

creepy

This pic was edited by ReEz.. Nice one!!! thanks.. Muaks!! does it looks creepy?? hehehee...

Frame shots

Yesterday me & reez went for photoshoot at clock tower & jonker street due to my photography assignment.. Title : frame

Sephia
( clock tower )




silhouette?? no idea...
( jonker street )


Anyway, credit to Reez for these shots. Edited by me.. =P

'loh hey'.. 'loh hey'..

Chinese tradition.. during the chinese new year.. 'yee sang'

'yee sang'


chinese new year.. 'loh hey'


finale.. "Ready to eat.." nyam!!

Happie Chinese New Year

"Gong Xi Fa Chai!!"

Wishing everyone's a very Happy Chinese New Year.
May the year of Pig shower you with Health, Prosperity, Wealth & Happiness.
Best Wishes & regards..

"Ang Chai"

Happy CNY!

Happiee [V]day! 14th feb

weee...!! happiee Valentine's day to everyone... especially to my dear. Had a perfect [V]day outing & dinner as well!! i'm lovin' it! =) so contented la! =P la..la..la... "i love you".. muax muax muax!! MuakssSSssSSssssss!!!
Hmm.. well,to my frens.. "i love u guys.. frenz for life!" & lastly,my family.. "a HUGE hug n kisses.." love ya!

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-peace-

Ma' Business

Present my New Business Card :-

FRONT

BACK

i went to the printing shop to print 100 pieces of my business card. Currently i'm doing some freelance.. Never know that doing freelance in designing can earn alot.. Example..design a small magazine for about 12pages.. and the pay is RM500. HuhUu..
Hmm.. Well, guess i rougly confirm that after my Diploma..i'll go to work.. MONEY BABE!!!

By the way..,if possible..intro my business to anyone la,k.. but don't la promote so 'kau'.. *hahaha... Anyway,wish me all the best ya!! cheers~

Back!

hey,i'm back!! hee.. just after my final exam.. Now i've 2 weeks sem break.. hMm.. honestly, i'm very bored..i got nothing to do during this sem break.. eat & sleep.. UrgHhh!!! Hmm.. don't know what to write about.. Erm.. this is final year for my diploma course.. hopefully there's no repetition for my sem? subject. err.. i also don't know what am i writting.. Owh ya..Chinese New Year is around da corner..!! weeee!! i must drop a few KGs' of my weight.. to wear those nice clothes.. huhuu.. thats not the only reason.. i wana get slim..coz.. u noe la.. faham-faham.. ( ? ) hmm.. bored ler.. Is there any job which offers 2 weeks only? halal job la.. too bored..so feel like working.. Hmm.. Dreaming of getting a dSLR camera.. New mobile phone.. Mp4.. & etc.. haha.. sadly,i don't have much cash..
By the way, my new house is ready.. WeeEee!! cant wait to shift in..!!! gonna do abit renovation.. & most probably will shift in by middle of 2007. cant wait!! cant wait!!!
huh? its raining.. heavily! chow~ will update soon.. for interesting post.

10 November

yup yup!! its 10 November..!! its my birthday!! my last year of teen.. i'm 19 rite now..! wana enjoy to the fullest.. if possible. Mm.. I didn't expect much for my birthday..wishes is enough to brighten up my day..!! I just woke up from my nap.. its raining heavily rite now.. Rain? it makes me feel so relaxing... & sumtimes moody.. don't know why.. haha nature.. Sighh.. During my nap..i had a bad bad dreams..!!! can't stated all about it.. privacy.. LOL! since i woke up from my nap..i WIPE my tears... i cried alot.. in my dreams..but the tears flow in reality.. Goshh.. making me uneasy rite now.. Wonder why suddenly i'll dream all those.. hmmp.. bad omen la.. =( *Gob Bless Me* touch wood.. please don't happen in reality.. sob..sob..
I've received birthday wishes from my dear friends..its countable..jaime, leen, siok hua, sarah, vickie, kee, pek shan & lastly my ns fren (yuan2)... n my mama. thats all. sad case rite..? so little.. told cha' i don't have many friends.. trust me wei..i really don't have any friends..except u gurls.. In my college,i'm always alone.. my frens in my college was my 'hi bye friends' only.
Owh ya, At 12am today.. the first person who called me..was my dear reezy..(thanks dear..muax!)*hee.. Hmm.. i really appreciated all those wishes..especially from my close friends.. (do u want me to name out again..?) ok.. jam,leen,vkie,siok hua,sarah,kee. thanks yo! love u gurls lots!! started to realise again..that my friends are important to me.. see.. they remember my 'big day'.. feeling so fortunate rite now.. At least i know they'll always be there for me.. that what are friends for.. rite? hee..
Last night went to MP jalan-jalan with reez.. hee* (spending sum time with together esp. for my big day) LOL!
to be continue..

GosHhhh...!!! Last night was a tremendous wonderful night..!! (10/11) Reez brought me to 'Hotel Equatorial' to have dinner..(bday celebration) Isn't that romantic..?? yeap!! Damn happy.. Thanks dear..Lovin' you lots!! After movie,me & ReEz went to watch midnight movie.."Death Note" goshh.. damn nice wei that movie..!!! Peps out there..don't miss this movie.. its Nice.. satisfaction guaranteed.. huhuu..~
>ReEz<Thanks for that wonderful night.. You've brighten up my life.. Owh..During that dinner.. i keep smilling.. & that makes me can't express..... coz i was too happy..surprised.. thats why i'm speechless & SHY! *hee.. =) Dear,thanks.. thanks alot!! Love you much..'i know.. You LoVe me More!!
yeap!! thats all for today..!! WoOoohOOoooOOo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm lovin' it!!

"Opps!! D.I.E.T time...!!!" LOL! -peace-

POEM - love

When thy eyes touched mine
for the very first time
I knew it would be forever
That we were meant to stay together
And I had to keep my faith
Because my only love sprung from my only hate

For thou I was lying here
In this cold and dark place
Thy voice I was supposed to hear
But our dream became our disgrace
Why could not thou wait for a little while?
For I would wake up and smile

I can not stop my tears now
As my eyes try not to see thee
Oh, love could not be more wise to me!
With thy dagger I make a vow:
By taking this breaf life
I shall always be thy hopeless wife.

lalala

nowadays i feel so ALIVE..!!!!!!!!!!!!! huhuuu.. its soon.. its around the corner... i'm lookin' forward to it.... =) =) =) yeepeeee!!!!! chow..~

WeEeee!!~

Weeeee!!~ Finally i got a new scooter!!! Goodbye my o'Naza scooter!! miss u much!! thanks for the 2 years of ride! heee...
By the way, wishing 'Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri' & Maaf Zahir Batin... to "ReEz & family" & to those who celebrates hari raya! -peace-

hmm..?

Woit!! i got my PC back!! Recently brought it to re-format.. Now it has turn to 'apple'..!!! woohOoooOO!!! thanx to ReEz & his bRo!! yup yup!!! sighh..my mum went back already.. whenever she went back..i feel so.. err.. 'berat hati'.. feel like crying..? sob..sob.. =( Gonna be bored again.. bored..bored..bored..
Oh ya.. Missing my HoMiez.. so long never hang out with them.. the last time i saw them was.. hm.. let me think.. OHhh.. sending leen off..at KLIA!
Weh..,my mum discourage me to further my studies to degree ler.. How le..? she wants me to work.. She said its such a waste of time studying..for people like me. ( means people like me 'bodoh'..,should go WORK! ) aihz.. don't know ler.. Should i further my degree? or not..? Well, i'm not gonna think about it till i finish my Diploma..i've still long way to go..A year! hmm..Just let it be.. see how it goes la...,k? Daa~

WaAaaaaaaaaaaaAAa!!! my mid-term exam is around da corner..!! i'm dying!!!

macam-macam ada..

Last night i had my dinner at 'Amigo'(sunday-8 oct) with my family.. mum, sibblings, aunt, uncle n cousins.. & lastly.. ReEz!! huhuu... MY FAMILY!!! yUmMm!!!
My mum invited ReEz for dinner..! Its my Bro 21st Birthday last night! ReEz first time had his dinner with MY FAMILY.. he was quite scared..shy..nervous?? haha.. chill la my dear.. Everything went smoothly.. We are ONE.. A FAMILY!! yeap..yeap!! After dinner,me & ReEz went to Megamall jalan-jalan*..(to leen>wehh,i'll snap some pics of megamall n send to ya.. but err..actually megamall..is still in process ler..not really complete yet..& not many shops lehh..uncool? haha) hee.. =) yeap!!
hmm.. i ate alot these few days..gaining weight..?! (aiyer me FAT alot..my mama said..i looks like AUNTIE..especially my ASS..so BIG macam AUNTIE..AUNTIE who dressed up simple & sell vegetables in market! 'hey..vege vege..cheap cheap..come buy!! *haha..)
I'm quite happy.. i got my N70 & my digital camera!!! wEeeee!!~
My mum going back this Wednesday..sighh..so fast.. She'll be back again a month later..means DECEMBER!! gosh..so long.. & she won't be here for my birthday.. =( hmm..its ok la! i'm fine with that.
Owh ya,i guess i'm gonna get a new scooter soon.. very soon.?! hehe..

till then.. continue next time-

HATE ME TODAY!

Was very lonely for these few days.. when i'm isolated/lonely.. i'll start bugging/messaging/calling my bf.. & he'll get annoyed/irritated...then he'll scold me..& i'll start CRYING..hiding myself in the room..& cried.. after that,i'll take my scooter.. & ride almost half of Malacca..scooter ride*.. all alone.. just to release sadness..stress..etc.
Its 1.30am now..Actually,i just came back from Scooter ride*.. sighh.. was just scolded by my bf several hours ago.. very sad.. I'm so not used to the environment of..boredom..lonely/isolated.. I wish that my mum is staying in Malacca.. Missing her so much!! if that happens..i won't bug anyone when i'm bored/isolated..coz' my mum is there.. Whenever my mum is there..i won't feel bored..coz' i can tag her along wherever she goes when im bored..Is not that me & my mum very close..is that..Duno how to explain.. err.. its like..when she going out..then i tag along..coz' i dont really like to be Close up at home..doing ntg.. meanwhile..i can take a stroll or car ride.. numsayin'..??
SANDRA..i'm a person who don't like to be scold..i'm soft in the inner but external..tough. that's why..i'm an emotional person..who pours the rains easily. Moreover,i'm a negative minded person..when something sad that happens to me..i always thought of commite suicide..& i tried to do it..but FAILED!! Am i weird?!
sighh.. i hate to have conflict with my bf..! thats the most sadness i'll have. WHY most sadness? coz he's the person that i love the most..he's my everything! whenever we have conflict..we never really contact each other for just sometime..but my finger ITCHY*..always grab the mobile..& half-hearted..whether to contact or not.. I know..end up..i contact. Feel like crying now.. Is there anyone who can lend a shoulder to me now..?? Reez..i really love you..lots! from the bottom of my heart!absolutely can't denied.. i don't mean to bug nor have conflict with you.. Do you know that,whenever we've conflict.. i cried. no lie. thats the tears of a girl who's so deeply in love..thats the truth! oh ya,i know you don't like me to be jiwang-jiwang.. but for this time..i really want to express my feelings.Yeap! ReEz..,sorry for keep repeating those mistakes..i know you are sick of that..Thanks for co-operate & bear with me.. I'm gonna make it sure for real..that..i won't & will never ever did that AGAIN! cross my heart ' swear to god ' down on my knees to you...

*To those readers & reez..if you read this post..guess you'll think i'm nuts & too JIWANG.. but what i wrote..was truly from my heart..suara hati*

signning off, BIG FAT LOSER SANDRA

tomorrow will be a New day...

tsk..tsk..tsk.. *LOL*

DAMN!!!! last two days.. while i was driving on my way to ReEz house... i was stop by two policemen... WHY?! coz... i drove through the traffic light which was 'RED'... *LOL* jahat ehh me... before i drove through.. i looked around already... then after passing by.. *lalala*.. suddenly a police kancil car was right behind me... *WOW* that was FAST!! just a blink.. then all of the sudden came out a police car.. hish!!! then i stop somewhere at the bukit baru taman.. & the policeman asked for my license... WaaAaa!! he said that.. he want to summon* ME!! goshhh.. i was terrified!! (i cannot kena summon ler..,coz once i kena..my license straight kena BATAL!!)then i told him.. 'selesai tepi la..' 'selesai tepi la..' guess what he said..? BERAPA NAK BAGI??! & i gave him RM50!! damn!! flew off dy my money!! sob..sob.. Jahat mia police!! purposely wana freak me out.. aihz... what to do.. i've broke the traffic rules.. =(

KL..KL..the Big City Of Dreams...!!

Me came back from Kuala Lumpur last night around 1 something in the morning.. supposed to arrive Melaka around 11pm but reez was very sleepy & tired while driving at the highway..so we drop by at Seremban R & R to take a nap and have our supper there. Pity Reez.. he was so tired..he drove alot.. & his foot was 'bengkak' due to shopping...coz' we walked alot.
That Tuesday Morning..went to pick Jaime,Vickie & Huey Ying to KLIA... Reez drove quite fast..coz afraid we can't make it to meet Leen.. PhewW!! thank god we make it!! Guess What??! when we arrive there.. Once we came out from the car.. All of us ran heading to the 'Departure area'.. *hahaha* While running...,Reez accidentally bang the car 'side mirror.. OUCH!! thats hurt!! Me & Reez were encouraging each other to run faster.. Run!! Faster..!!!! While Jaime,Vickie & Huey Ying were ahead of us already.. Goshh.. its like a Drama Movie..running in the airport heading to meet our Precious Friend.. nice moment la.. too bad we don't have video cam to shoot it.
Finally we reached.. & we met leen..spent afew minutes with her..& shot some pics too! *will upload the pics soon*
After that,its time for Leen to leave.. all of us walked her to the 'Departure entrance'.. before she enter..we shot one last pic with her & her KL friends too! after that,we hugged her &...... my tears started to flow... following by VicKie... *shy la* hahaha... *missing you,leen*
After sending her off..,we took our breakfast at McDonald,KLIA.
On our way back to Bukit Jalil..we got LOST!!! so..we planned to drop vickie at subang,INTI college..coz' she was late for class. After dropping vickie off.., we got lost AGAIN!!! until masuk Shah Alam.. So we asked for directions to Bukit Jalil... n finally... WeEeEEE!!! dah sampai!!! *heee* Later on.. Me,Reez,Jaime & Huey ying went to Midvalley megamall.. to have our lunch n shopping!!!(Jaime,thanks for the treat!!)after that.. jaime n huey ying went back.. so me & Reez went to Bukit bintang..SHOPPING!!! & the day after that.. me & Reez went to One Utama..SHOPPING AGAIN!! SHOP till We DROP!! we shop alot la.. *wink wink* =) hee...


*p/s:sorry for some errors..i'm not good at blogging*

NOKIA N70

LOOK AT THIS MOBILE PHONE!!!!!!!! It's NOKIA N70..N SERIES!! CoOl ryte??!! it's a '3G' phone bebehh!! huhuu...~ By early of next month i'll be getting that NOKIA N70!!! WoHoOOooOoooOOO!!!!!!!!! My mum coming back early of next month and she'll give me that N70 mobile phone!! Goshh!!! lalala...i'm on top of the world!!hmm.. but if i've the NOKIA N73 even better..its 'Carl Zeis' Optics..goshh it cost RM3k lehh.. damn expensive! mm.. =P

SPECIFICATIONS (N70)

Technical
Network: GSM 900 / 1800 / 1900 / WCDMA 2100
Form Factor: Block / Symbian OS 8.1
Dimensions: 109 x 53 x 22 mm
Weight: 126 g
Antenna: Internal
Talk Time:3.50
Standby Time: 264
Memory: 30 MB
Expandable Memory: RS-MMC
Main Screen: 262000 colors (TFT) 176 x 208 px
Camera: 2 MP / 1600 x 1200 px / 20X Zoom / Flash / Self-Timer / Video Recorder

Audio - Multimedia
MP3 Player, FM Radio, Speakerphone, Push-To-Talk, Ring Tones(64 chord / MP3), Streaming Multimedia(RealPlayer)
Wallpapers & Screen Savers: 176 x 208 px
Games: J2ME

Messaging
SMS, MMS, EMS, Email(POP3 / IMAP4 / SMTP), Chat

Applications
Calculator, Calendar, Wap(2.0 / Opera), To-Do List, Voice Commands

Connectivity
Bluetooth, High-Speed Data(EDGE / GPRS (Class 10), PC Sync

..days..

Been quite busy lately.. Hmm.. Leen is leaving soon..few days to go.. i wonder how she feel..? exicited? sad..? i'm gonna miss her..
Dude..,Lets not say "GOODBYE".. Unless we promise to say "HELLO" again,soon.. =( I've make something SPECIAL..VALUABLE..PRICELESS.. 'a little something for you to treasure'.. its still in process.. Me & ReEz stay up late to 'create' it for the past few days.. Thanks ReEzy dear..you've contribute alot!
Ohh ya,..don't worry,i'm giving those things to all my ciaobellaz friends too..You gurls are not forgotten.. [CIAOBELLAZ-->"there's always a place in my HEART!!"]
Hmm.. i'm putting on weight..have lots of appetite nowadays.. Eat alot.. Fast FOOD the most. hee.. Yesterday i went to TEAM hair studio.. Guess What?! i've High-lighted my HAIR!!! muahaha.. don't worry..its 'medium brown'.. Chill! i still looks like LOCAL MODERN 'ah mo'..*LOL*.. pHewW!! not typical chinese..'ah lian'la! yucks!! =P

Miracle *blink blink*

Last two days..(monday) i was broke..,so went to BCB bank to withdraw my money using Maybank ATM card..there's only RM 20 balance left..so i withdraw it all.
After withdrawal,i took out my BCB ATM card..to check whether is there any cash left..As i know..there wouldn't be any cash..coz the balance left RM 0.09cents..(kewl ryte? haha)but i just want to check it for fun..so while checking the balance..it appears the amount.. Guess what??! "Balance enquiry RM 2,390.09". HUH??!! i was so surprised!!! How come i have so much money?! the last time i check my balance was RM0.09cents. Impossible my family or friends deposit money for me.. No one knows i've this BCB account..accept my teddy.. hmm..if they know,they don't have my account number too.
That BCB account is for PTPTN loan..Errr..if PTPTN deposit money for me,the most i'll get is RM 700 ONLY! RM 700 ONLY!! The RM 700 is pocket money* for the whole course 2 1/2 years! Usually PTPTN will deposit the amount of money to my college tht i borrowed for the diploma course.. hmm.. weird rite? RM 2k plus leh.. such a miracle.. Wonder where it comes from...??? haha.. So the day after that,i went to BCB bank..to withdraw some cash.. HuHu..~ =P Now i can buy a Kewl digital camera for my Photography subject!! yay..!! lalala..

nobody

aihz.. *OucHHhh!!!* me ain't in a mood.. feel like talking to someone.. Jaime..where are you?! sighh...~ sob sob.. frustrated la.. my mind keep spinning.. *round..round* =(

peps out there.. i'm in love in this song..

-Standing in the eyes of the world-
Pahit getir hidup... dan pengorbanan
Terpaksa dihadapi, demi kejayaan
Terdidik sejak mula, tabah berusaha
Tanpa cuba melangkah, tak kemana
Di mana kau berada
Pencapaian tak tiba dengan mudah

Kini "Standing In The Eyes Of The World"
Hanyalah selangkah dari nyata
Keazaman membara dijiwa
Menanti saat bebas merdeka
Tiba masa kau melangkah gagah
Bersemangat ke arah matlamat sedaya upaya
Engkau terunggul
Wajar "Standing In The Eyes Of The World"

Harapan yang pernah terkulai layu
Kembali segar mekar bawah bayanganmu
Setiap manusia ingin berjaya
Namun tak semua miliki tuah
Engkau menghampirinya
Kesempatan telah pun tiba...

yeap!!

Kinda bored rite now.. got nothing to do.. hmm.. wonder what's everyone doing rite now.. my bf? yam cha with his frens. jaime? in korea.. coming back this thursday kua.. kee? im chatting with her rite now! ehee.. vkie? hmm..no idea le.. sure sleep.. while leen? erm.. guess she's watching tv kua.. bla bla bla.. =p Urghh damn bored! got two assignments to be done.. Final next week.. & the week after that.. sem break!! wooHoO 1 week!! haiya.. got break also no difference la..all the time at home.. sleep.. got nothing to do ler.. seems like i'm a bored person.. hee =) hmm..its 1.50am now.. the nite is still young.. can't sleep la.. having some sleeping problem nowadays.. can't sleep early.. my bedtime is around 5sumthg morning.. kewl isn't tht?! weh..i'm getting fatter leh.. in a DIET process recently..but my mission failed ler..never slim..coz' keep eating..! urgh!! cannot la.. i must have the 'will power' ler.. really must success.. hmm..common sense la.. if gurl fat..guys don't like leh.. so hee.. u noe la.. rite? numsayin'..?! i must DIET la..for REAL! no jokes.. kla..thats all for today ..kinda lazy to blog.. Daa~

O'buds re-union

Hey,Sandra is back to update the blog!!!!!!! hahaha.. =p

hmm.. here's a photo of me n my old buds..



Last Saturday..(12/08/2006) had an outing with my o'buds at 'Friends Cafe'.. All of us there... jaime, vickie, leen, huey ying, sarah, lee ming, siok hua n me..!! Re-union?? hee.. its been such a long time we didnt meet.. especially leen.. I haven't see her for half a year.. till that nite.. goshh.. miss those moments.. sob..sob.. Unbelieveable la.. haha.. That nite was really great.. we were laughing.. chit chatting happily..all the way. Happy ever after..? hee~ Well,most of all..thanks to jaime for planning this outing.. if not..there won't be any outing till today.. Thanks dude!!
Leen is leaving soon..she's going to further her studies at Australia,Sydney. Around middle of next month she gonna leave.. I'm gonna miss her.. sigh~ No matter where we are.. wherever i go..i'll always carry our friendship along...there's always a place in my heart. =)

Daaaaaaaaaaa~

here am i again...!! i'm back to update my blog... hehe... hmm.. today is april fool day.. hehe.. its midnight now.. 1.10am.. just came back from my hubby's house.. went for swimming with him.. such a long time didn't swim already.. feel like going again.. hehe. hmm.. im hungry now.. house don't have food la.. feel like calling up my dear to go for supper.. but nahhh..don't want disturb him la.. give him sum space. Hm.. im kinda bored here.. my mid term break gonna end soon.. n i haven't complete my assignment yet.. quite lazy to do it ler.. i did 40% of it dy..consider not bad le. *ehehe*
Ohh yea.. i got a new hair style.. i perm my hair.. hmm.. guess it doesn't suits me.. straight hair better. aihzz.. my hair now.. looks like.. really NYONYA! sheeshh.. haha.. Hmm.. aihzz.. stress la.. HuH??! watelse.. studies.. n im FAT!! i hate to be FAT!! so no matter wat.. i must have the strong will power to on diet.. become HOT CHICK... ehehe.. always dream of that.. hopefully i can.. la la la..~
Err.. wat to say sumore..? hmm.. oh yea.. im saving money.. wanted to buy guitar for my dear dear or either couple rings. hmm.. which one ahh? nvm la.. save money till Rm 300 or 400 plus. mm... just wana make my dear dreams come true la.. he's my lover.. 2getha.. 4eva!

Valentine...~ -Be MiNe-

Well, Valentine just over.. 14th Feb.
The day before Vday...,me n my bf went to 'paradise',klebang.. hehe went to have our Vday eve dinner! my bf wore his outfit which the first time we met each other.(reminds me of the memories tht we first time met..Aouu..so SWEET!!)
hmm.. i bought for him a 'Jordan' nike shirt.. he lurves it very much!! hehe.. On Vday..,i make surprises for him too! i put some balloons pink and red in colour on his bed.. n a 'toblerone V chocolates n a hand made love decoration thgy. Plus.., a V cake too!! its 'orange cream' cake! huhuu~ its our favourite cake!!
Hmm.. my bf gave me a Vcard..which is a hand made card by himself. its simple n nice!! i'm lovin' it!! He didnt get anythg for me..thts really doesnt matter. i don't mind.. honestly. i understand his situation..he had financial prob. mm.. i just hope n pray that we'll be 2getha till the end.. n our love for each other will not fade. Well..if possible..i wana marry him.. (hhehe.. *dreaming?* ) hopefully la. its destiny.. i love him more than anythg. its more than words.. Everyday i love him More and More!! he's my perfect soulmate.. Nway..,just wana let him know that.. i'll always be there for him.. watever happens i'll stand by ur side supporting u!!
-Lurve, sandra.-

lame...

hm.. so long nvr update my blog dy..
Its saturday.. all my frens are in Kl.. they're not coming back this week. sighh.. im freaking bored here.. Well.. guess this weekend i'll be isolated...all the time at home. My mobile phone is so quiet.. it didnt ring at all for the whole day.. sighh.. Wish i could turn back the time.. missing all those moments.. hm.. i feel like transfer college.. dont feel like studying in malacca.. well,thats all for today folks. i got ntg to write dy. jz waiting here for my mobile phone to ring........ Miss my friendss... wish u gurls were here.

FooTpRintS??

well... its sunday...2.09am.. All my frens will back to KL again... gonna miss them.. Haizz.. vickie and leen got conflict lerr.. they never really talk to each other.. might be a misunderstood problem kua.. i'm the orang tengah.. i dont know which to believe.. Hmm.. well.. the best is..advise them.. now im trying to get them back again.. goshh.. its not easy have a friend..,but its easy to have enemy.. enemies. sighh.. leen's acting so cool.. while vickie..she's so stubborn.. How am i suppose to get them back again? i did tried my very best.. i gave tones of advises to vickie.. n i had talk to leen.. n i even purposely drove out.. to hang out.. just 3 of us.. me..vkie..leen.. but.. err.. i guess.. there's a lil improvement.. better than last night(friday)..,its even worst.. goshh.. vkie cried in front of me.. i felt.. haiiz.. Actually their conflict is just a small lil tiny matter..it happened in KL.. Leen told me..vkie ignored her..n leen did fon n msg vkie..to ajak for dinner..but seems tht vkie..give reasons n avoiding.. While from wat i heard from vkie.. Vkie said.. leen forget about her already.. n nvr even go dinner together.. n leen hurts vkie..thru words.. n etc. goshh. complicated??! well..? dunno la. Hmm.. just follow the flow.. n everythg will be fine soon.
...Hmm.. that day jaime went for a movie with quok wei..He holds jaime hands.. hehe jaime is freakin' happie.. haha.. guess..he luv jaime.. erm.. in a process kua'..their relationship. While sarah..she said..a malay guy is courting her..n she has feelings for him too..guess she's in process too..coming soon in a relationship. Ahh.. Vkie..she lurves her bf so much...she's happie with her relationship. thts great! glad to hear that...wahh im happie la...all my frens have bf already.. congrats to them!! so happie la.. hehe.. nway,all the best in their relationship..longlasting for eternity ya!! n to mine..2getha4eva,my hubby!! muakssSsSs!!~
Err..watelse?? hmm.. yea..my mid term exam over already.. my english paper is easy..but there's not enough time..so left a few question i didn't complete it. while my 'introduction to graphic design' paper..is err.. ok la..not so tough la. well..,hope i can score..n d marks could help my final..end of next month.
hmm.. i'm tired now.. i wana go to bed already..i can hear my dreamland is calling me now.. goodnitez!! missing syahreez..he's in Johore..balik kampung for his cousin's wedding..

=n=

sWeEt MeMoRiEs~

today... it was my big day... i'm finally 18 years old!! woohooo!!!~~
goshh.. almost the whole day i went out today..
hmmm.. lets start... Firstly.. i went to syahreez's house around 9am.. accompany him to library.. but end up..its all occupied.. so later..,went to have breakfast..eat tosai at bk.beruang.. After that.. went back to his house..chilling.. then later went to his mummy's fren taska.. then went to motor shop.. n went to the jabatan pendaftaran..to make syahreez identity card.. Later..,went back his house again.. n chilling.. hehe..
so after that...
around 9pm.. syahreez came to pick me.. when he arrived my house..he came out personally n waited for me at the gate.. n he blind fold my eyes.. he gonna gimme a surprise.. So he lead me to his car.. n drove all the way.. to 'Paradise Corner',klebang. (goshh..my eyes was blind fold..n all the journey to the place..i feel like im in no where.. haha) Later..,when arrived the place..he unblind it.. Gosh.. i was totally surprised.. really unexpected.. After that,we sat down n ordered d food..my hubby ate oriental chick chop n drank orange juice while i ate marryland chick chop n drank stawberry + banana milkshake. Firstly, syahreez gave me a card.. i open n read it.. gosshh the contain of d message was so touching..feel like crying. Secondly,he gave me flowers... it was so nice!! unique..!! Ohh yea..before that he gave me a candle..Russ candle.. He lit up the candle.. gosh.. so romantic..!! tht time.. i feel like kissing him in public..love him so much.. He even bought a cake..an orange cake!! yummy!!! so orangey..nice!! n lit up the candle on the cake n i make a wish on that.. =). So..at the end of our dinner.. syahreez asked me to close my eyes.. n even asked me to close my eyes tightly.. then later..,he asked me to open my eyes.. Guess Wat??! it was a white gold necklace.. its from syahreez n his mum.. goshh.. Syahreez wore for me the necklace.. *hehe*.. i love d necklace.. it looks glamarous on me.. ekeke.. seems like feminine ehh.. Well..thats all for now.. =the end=
interesting anot?? dun jealous ,k... Gosh.. so romantic lehh.. its an unforgetable memories.. i'm lovin it.. i'll alwis remembered it..till the day i die. "syahreez.. 2getha4eva!! " love u for eternity!!! thanks for everythg..especially this night dinner outing. feel like crying..touching leh.. unexpected.. haha.. nway..really thanks!!! unbelieveable... wooohoooooooooooo!!!~~~~ sweet memoriess...!

HUBBY... I Love Ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! muakkksssssssssssssssssssss!!!!=)

never be replaced

its been so long i didn't update my blog.. aint got thg to write about.. So now..just wana fill my time writting.. hehe..
hmm... i got 2 weeks holiday 28th Oct till 13th Nov.. woohooo!! syioknya!! but..sad to say.. after my holiday..i got mid term exam.. goshh its around da corner!!! i havent prepare for that! sitting for english paper & Introduction to graphic design paper!! duhhH! Hmm.. my 3rd semester starts next year..err middle january or february.. when enter 3rd sem..,i must really be hardworking in my studies..cannot play play nor skip class already. I wana achieve my dream.. After my 2 1/2yrs diploma..thot of continue my studies in MMU cyberjaya..wana go for degree.. Hopefully i can do it!! but firstly,i must do well in my Diploma..!!

mmm.. 6 days to go.. then its 'hari raya'.. Well, 'Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri'..especially to syahreez & family.. Wishing u a prosperous hari raya throughout the year!! =) May god bless u & ur family..'health & wealth..studies'!!
OoohhH.. by the way, syahreez... Congrats!! coz' err.. ur cheque.. 4-digits..& u r a manager..*clap clap* huggies* u had succeed!! i'll always pray for u (bness & studies) pray for ur upcoming every month cheque will always be 4 digits. If possible..5 digits. *huhuu* Have faith in urself!! u can do it!! i'll always n always be by ur side supporting you!! although sumtimes im not by ur side.. but i'm alwis remain in ur heart forever!! bear that in mind!

mm.. syahreez.. i wana apologise..for that day incident..for being not really understanding..n negative thinking.. I'm sorry... i know u r moody.. & i shouldn't take it seriously n think negatively.. Really sorry.. I'll change myself.. give me some time. i'll be the perfect one for you!! although there's ntg perfect in this world.. i'll still be the one!! i wont change u for wat u r..
I'll bear in mind..'positive mind & have faith in each other'!! Sorry ya for being really a bad gurl..didnt mean to make u mad.. n annoyed u.. Do forgive me.. Honestly,im afraid of losing you.. thats y sumtimes im acting tht type. but dun worry.. i'll change.. really! trust me! give me some time.. Everyone makes mistake.
*2getha4eva hubby!!* ' have faith in each other'
Love u so much!! muaksssssSSssss!!!~

sighh*

nowadays my bf is a busy boy.. can say..the whole day he's busy.. preparing food...selling food....do business. this might last for a month.. coz' he's selling food during Ramadhan.. haiiz.. really miss him.. miss him much. hope he miss me too..just the way we feel.. missin' each other.
so long nvr spend time 2getha.. n so long nvr see him.. Missin' all those moments.. sighh. '2getha4eva',sweetheart!


birthday is comin soon.. getting nearer.. don't have any plan.. Leen asked me whether did i plan anythg on my birthday?.. such as celebrate..go out makan. i don't think so.. Birthday? this year birthday.. seems like just a normal day for me.. i don't feel anythg. aint a clue.. surely a quiet occasion for me.. ntg much.
i'm broke now.. i haven't buy present for kee.. jaime's n foo's birthday 2 weeks to go.. i ain't got cash to get sumthg for them.. might be givin them present next month..
hmm..Jaime going back to KL on the 24th october.. by that time.. surely seldom get to see her & seldom hang out.. she gonna fly.. fly around malaysia.. After 2yrs..then fly around the world.. sigghh..will be missin' her..my old bud!

goshhh..

Last night..was a terrible night. While i was at durian daun with syahreez,my sis n bro called me. they asked me to go back home. got some problem.. coz' my dad create trouble. UrgghHH!! why?? why must he did that? this was not the first time..its the 3rd or 4th times already.. hmmp.. couldnt bear it la.. his attitude.. makin' me sick of it. haiiz.. my familyz is suffering from him.. sighh..pity.
So, i asked syahreez to fetch me back home & wait for me at the junction.. coz' i don't want anythg happen to him.. Hmm.. while i was walking towards my house.. i saw my mum & sibblings at the balcony.. they asked me to 'go away'..means.. dun come back 1st..,scared my dad might beat me.
So,i entered reez's car while we both keepin' an eye. later on two poilcemen arrived my house.. hmm.. my mum's..da man..phoned me,asked me to fetch him go ujong pasir to take the 'police report',coz my mum need it..its important..So i asked reez to fetch us there.. haiiz.. feel so bad la..he drove up & down just for me.. Thanks very much dear!!
later on, after i gave my mum the police report letter.. Me & reez went to Kota Laksamana ate the ice ice thgy* & went to Cyber Cafe.
After that..i asked reez to pass by my house,to check..whether got anythg happen anot.. He also drove me to my aunt's house to take my clothes.. Moreover,i'm staying over his house. He & his mum had provided me with great comfy hospitality. Thanks alotz!!

Most of all..i really appreciated reez's helps.. He had lend a hand to me. Million of thanks,dear!! without u.. i'm helpless.. haiiz..feel so bad.. he drove up & down just for me..& gonna out of petrol too.. *thanks alotz dear* thanks for being there for me!! I love u so much for eternity!! TRULY!!

Dear,u really has brighten up my day.. Although i have problem..,but being with u..there's no sadness..problems. My life seems to be cheerful everyday!! My dear,thanks!! 2getha4eva!! MuakkssssSSSSsss!!!~~~~~~

*Love u much hubby*

Hye blog!! so long nvr update my blog dy.. Guess where am i?? Cyber Cafe!!! hehe..sumwhere nearby my house.
I'm with jaime & kee now.. haha nothing to do.. so went to cc lo. Just now me, jaime n kee went to 'More cafe'..went to have a drink.. its kee's treat.. coz tmr is her burpday!! Burpday gurl!! Happie 18th burpday Kee!!! Goshh... can't wait for my burpday..a month to go!! huhuu.. yeepiee!! woohooo..!!~ hmm.. quite bloated rite now.. just now drank sour sop smoothies.. a lil' milky taste!! (reminds me of my hubby..he lurves milky drink).. eat french fries.. fried yam cake.. & crispy fried otak.. fuuhh.. kenyang lehh!! gonna put on weight dy..aiyor. Ohh yea,kee said..one day she will treat syahreez eat..

Hmm.. syahreez's got his exam this friday.. account... last paper.. means end of his final!! merdeka for him!! hehee..then his sem break started.. woohoo!! Wish him best of luck in his last paper!! Do well,dear!! mm.. syahreez's business is getting better..increasing.. he's making money.. just can't stop makin money!! woohoo!! hehehe.. Glad for him!! but don't forget me.. (i noe he won't) Aite!! hehe.. love him so much!! missing him!!*

BLANKO!

Dear blog..,i'm not in a mood again... in a sudden,i feel so sad.. haiiz.. lonely..so lonely..i've nobody..
Moreover,i'm sick now.. i didn't tell anyone nor take medicine.. my face is so red.. suffering.. life's so complicated.. haiiz.. haiiz.. haiiz... haiiz.. aint a clue wat to write.. my mind is ..blanko~
huhh... me now wearing specs.. Err.. i'm so tired.. just can't wait for my sem break.. really looking forward to it. haiiz.. wish i'm not living in this world.. told myself to be strong..i just can't do it.

-n-

waiting for the sun to rise...

Urghh... i'm sick!!! my right eye red in colour..swollen. plus,i had a flu.. huhh.. not in a mood..
gosh.. just now after my class.. while i was riding scooter on my way home.. i almost crash into a car!! that damn car larr.. suddenly stop.. goshh...thank god i noticed & quickly press my break. phewW!!
hmmm...i love this song..so meaningful..'never be replaced' by first lady.. 'baby i love you..i'll never let you go.. all the love we make can never be erased & i promised you that you'll never be replaced..i love u...bla bla bla. hehe that song is dedicated to my teddy!!

Miss your original daily personalities...

-hope to see you smiling again..

-your laughter..

- the happy-go-lucky ones..

-always crack up jokes..

-makes people around you happy..

- not easily get frustrated/angry..

-seldom raise your voice..

Really miss it!!! Sad..,being see you stress & tension.. really pity you.

By the way, Hubby... ALL THE BEST in ya final!! you can do it!! i'll pray for you,aite!!

Little vOices..

Ey there!! Guess what??! darleen got boyfriend already!!! 'hey gurl,CONGRATS!!' just now i chat with her.. she told me about that. i was so surprised.. feel so happie for her! Finally she has a bf..& goes on those dates thingy.. hehe. great job leen!! wish u luck in ya relationship, aite!!
Oo yea, dannii is coming back on the 1st October..,she confirm quiting her job,she can't take it.. She planned to go TARCollege..taking Mass communication course.. might be enrol this december intake. hmm 4th Oct is her b'day..coming soon. gosh..,i'm gonna out of money.. Urgh,October.. tsk tsk tsk..*shake head* 3 of my frens b'day.. dannii.. siew chin.. & jaime.. i'm broke arrg!(ahemm..eeheee.. a month to go...)* muahaha..
haiiz... missing someone right now.. i've never see him for quite sometime already..miss him much.. He's very busy with his studies & bness.. *praying hard for his success* pray for his final.. pray for his bness as well !! u can do it!! As u say,nothing is impossible.

There's a proverb for u ---> "Rome was not built in a day"
Err..nothing much to talk.. wana take my bath now.. later wana do assignment. waa..this friday i got intro in graphic design quiz!!~

*still missing someone*

Movin' on

Actually today was a really bored day.. there's no outing..so dead bored.. So,i message siok hua.. ajak her go jusco..
we went there at around 9sumthg pm..went to bought leen's bday present..
After that..,we went to durian daun mamak.. went to have our supper..a lil hungry mah..
While was waiting for leen to meet us.. i saw syahreez enter d mamak area..& park his car.. fuhh..i feel so happie when i saw him! but he didn't realise us.. I guess when he realise us was when leen walk heading to me n siok hua.. i asked leen to come over..coz' wana give her bday present.. then syahreez saw kot. haha.. after that he came over & sat with us..chit chating.. Hmm..actually i was quite down today.. but when i saw him.. i feel so.. fuuhh.. can't describe.. so happie! Syahreez said i purposely came to durian daun.. but actually is true.. i really wanted to see syahreez.. if syahreez didn't notice me..i dun mind..As long as i saw him..i feel so relieved & happie.. i really love him.. miss him alots!! so long never hang out & chit chat on d fon already. haiiz..
Ohh yea..just now saw syahreez had alotz money around rm400 kot..he got his this month money..his bness money. wahh.. i guess he's very happie with it.. I'm happie for him too.. i really pray hard for him.. & at last he succeed.. feel so glad!
Hmm.. syahreez final exam is soon.. very soon.. wish him best of luck!! i'll pray for u! study hard & smart!! by the way...,i'm looking forward for ur sem break.. hopefully we can hang out.. hehe..

A walk to remember

hey.. just now went out with my frens.. went to crystal bay..eat ikan bakar..nearby teluk mas.. celebrate darleen's birthday.. tomorrow there's no outing for us...coz' leen celebrating birthday with her mum..she has the same bday as her mum.. Like mother like daughter. hmm.. tmr..i'm gonna be dead bored..
Around 10somethg pm i message syahreez..,he had a headache..but he has to go on deal with his bness thgy.. pity him. Nowadays he's quite busy.. we even never chit chat on the phone already..Miss him so much! Wish that i could turn back the past.. when we first met.. the dates'.. spend time together. All those memories are still so fresh in my mind..so clear..i can remember it completely. hmm..Its different now.. i've to understand him.. & i really did understand him! actually i'm afraid of sumthg.. coz now he's very busy with his bness & studies...i'm afraid he want to break up with me..honestly. I've faith in us.. but i really scared.. if that happens.. i can't take it.. who knows..i might commite suicide..no jokes dude! i'm really scared.. nowadays syahreez seldom phone me.. & if we chit chat on d phone..before hang up d phone..he didn't say love u..& muaks.. thats even makes me think negatively.. i'm scared..seriously.. i even cried afew times. blog,i'm afraid..i'm scared.. Blog,i really love him so much! this is the first time..of me myself loving a guy.. even love him so deeply. haiiz.. how?? i can't ease myself. I dare not tell syahreez about this.. if not ..i scared he angry n say i dun understand him. but i really did understand him,truly!! If possible.. i wana help him a lil in his bness thgy..i feel helpless..helpless girl... i tried my very best dy.
i feel so down.. miss him so much!!
*missing syahreez*

In tHe sHadOw..

this morning i woke up around 8sumthg in the morning.. early rite? hehe.. i cook japanese food.. was rushing to make it.. coz' around 10 sumthg darleen coming to pick me.. we went to school for a visit.. back to old days skool..~ there are alotz of changes in school.. such as,the building was painted..nice colour!! i feel odd when i enter school.. err..not a clue. Miss my school life so freakin' much.. most of the memories were from there... Where all begins.. friendship.. Hmm.. went to school.. me,darleen & jaime.. 3 of us only.. We plan to have our lunch in da' school canteen..yum!! yum!! but too bad.. most of the food was sold out!~ sad case.. So after that..,we went to meet some of our ex-teachers.. pn.chin..econs, mr.ngim..add maths, pn.maslimun..BM, pn.kong..our most favourite english teacher! haha.. she still remember me!! can't believe! she called me 'sandra bullock'.. muahaha.. Haiiz.. i feel so pity for pn.lee hui ying..she got uterus cancer..2nd stage dy..she's our ex-geografi teacher f3. teacher,hope u get well soon..& as fit as a fiddle!
nothing much going on today.. went to class.. fuhh.. kinda tired & bored..i'm frozen in the class..so freakin' cold! seems like in north pole. urghh..sick of riding scoot.. coz' the weather is so hot hot hot!! i've turn dark..alotz!! no jokes.. sad case ler.. i've no choice..thats the one & only transportation.. mm..tmr i got class.. *tired*.. i'm looking forward for my break.. can't wait.. but don't know when.

ohh yea.. jz now my mum told me that.. this saturday she have to go to the lawyer office..to sign the contract? agreement? with the buyer of my house.. means that..yay!! confirm that my house sold out!! sooner my mum will get the house money..but in a moment will get 5% only. then my mum told me that..she wana find out the air ticket price for going 'HongKong' disneyland.. she planned to bring me n my sibblings to 'disneyland' this coming early november..might be some of my relatives joining.. i'm not really that happy if confirm go 'disneyland'..coz' it falls on november.. somewhere my bday!! i wana celebrate my bday with someone special..!! Err,i think d 'disneyland' tour..surely tak jadi.. sure cakap-cakap angin only..coz' last few years back,my mum said wana bring me & sibblings to Australia..but end up..no. Hmm.. Although my house sold out dy..,my mum calculate..that the amount of money is not enough..coz' owed alotz banks..loan..mortgage.. which means that my family will still have financial problem although d hse sold & get d money..its not enough. haiiz.. i feel so down everyday.. looks happy..but deep in my heart isn't.

boo.. boo..~

Went to mp with syahreez just now...hehe.. we both bought a bag.. a sling bag.. its quite reasonable.. 2 bags for rm30..!! kewl!! plus,its branded leh! hmm.. after buying.. we went to starbucks.. went to have a drink.. syahreez drank ice blended caramel while me..ice blended green tea!! fuyooh.. syioknya!! dun jealous tau!! haha.. hmm..its syahreez treat.
Guess what?? last night he told me about his b'ness thgy.. his b'ness thgy his getting better & better.. improving.. & he might be getting his cheque nx month.. so proud of him!! hehe.. he must be waiting for this moment... "Well done hubby!! great job!! big hug for ya' *HUG* "

hmm.. & to jaime.. "CONGRATULATION for ya' graduation in MAS today!!" sorry'ya,i can't attend.. hope u understand..i've class. I know u offer me a lift to follow u last sunday.. but i can't..,coz monday..class. i can't skip my class.. not good..u know.
err.. this saturday is darleen's b'day.. not a clue to get what for her.. 'craking my head'.. she's a lil cerewet?? i guess.. choosy. she's so rich.. seems like..she has everything. hmm.. heard from vickie that.. nowadays alotz of guys are 'after her' (darleen)... get wat i mean?? court her.. fuyooh..!!!~ Jaime... haiiz.. she's so love sick.. in lim quoak wei?? haiiz.. she's so into him.. sometimes she purposely drive pass by his house & his dad's shop.. PHEW!!~ haha.. this is girls personality.. its normal la.. hmm..when i hang out with her..she surely tell me about da' guy.. haha shhhHH!! but actually i'm also one of her.. sometimes i tell my fren that my bf..so good.. n etc. haha.. i used to compliments about my bf ..to my frens. Siok hua too! hmm.. girls who are in love.. have weird personality.. i wonder why?? Blog,do u agree?? hahaha..

=)

BoO!!!~ hehe...
hmm.. i just came back from mp,*dating*? with syahreez.. hehe.. Actually last night i was mad at him..,(come on sandra..,its just a tiny problem) coz' he some sort 'fly my kite'..but its ok la.. he apologised to me n explain it.. i forgive..i didn't mad at him already..i've to understand his situation.
hmm.. Although we spend time for a short moment.. but its enough for me..i'm satisfied.. He had played his role..*clap clap* (thanx!!) MuakssSSS!!! =)

fuhh..tomorrow onwards.. i can't skip my class.. i must really attend.. cannot be lazy pig.. *zZzZzZz* .. God had help me ways to gave me proper education..& my loan approved! so i must study hard.. hmm.. some of my subjects..have test..exam.. in subjective form..*waa scary* haiiz.. i'm very free.. i wana study..read some books.. but d books haven't out yet.. so wat can i do?? sheesh..daily routine.. back frm class.. then watch tv & zZzZzZz.. hahaha.. 'L' = lame!!

Omg!! this afternoon my nanny's daughter phoned me..she asked about my studies.. phew.. but my nanny never ask from me the $350 that i owe.. last time my nanny told me that..,d $350..anytime can return to her..no hurry. My mum promised me to help me pay her back d $350.. but haven't..coz' just now i asked from my mum..,she said..not now..she doesn't have enough money..& financial is quite tight.. huhh.. aiya.,i need to ask from my mum $100 for my monthly college fee..haven't pay yet.

*miss & love syahreez*

saturday

hmm.. lets see...
today i went to mp.. with jaime n vickie.. jaime fetch us there.. went to search for darleen's b'day present.. but end up.. with empty handed.. but haha.. i bought a 'purse'.. Wah at last i got a 'purse'.. really girlish purse..it cost rm40.. fuh.. thats my allowance!! now i left a lil sum of money already. later on.. i went to syahreez's house.. brought him 'famous amos' cookies n bread.. hehe.. After that..,around 7sumthg.. me ,jaime, vickie went to GYM.. get some exercise.. burn our fats.. When we arrived there.. Let's get it started baby.. Guess wat?? the gym closed at 8pm.. & we arrived there around 7.40pm.. fuhh..so,we didn't go for it. End up we went to have our dinner at a food court.. haha.. today i ate claypot rice!! fuh..so long nvr eat a bowl food. later.. me n jaime went to vickie's house.. chillin' at there.. till around 11pm then balik~

hmm.. wonder what is syahreez doing now?? surely..after the function already.. & now.. surely go yam cha with his b'ness frens & prospects.. i miss him so much ler.. i don't know why.. although i saw him dy. must be we so long never spend time together.. really miss the moments.. i miss him laaa... miss him like crazy..
Aiks??!!! he just phone me!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha.. he coming to fetch me.. go out makan.. yay!! miss the moments!! ~
urghh!! actually.. never go out... duhh!! make me syiok only. forget it la.

hubby!!! muax!!~

Hubby

i miss u so much!! miss u!! miss u!! miss u!!

i love u so much!!

really wanna see you...

miss hanging out with you..

i love u!!!!

*i just can't stop thinking & missing you*

muaksssssssssss!!!!!~

Hubby,u must achieve ur goals & strive hard for ya study & b'ness,aite!!

i'll alwis & alwis pray hard for u & even support u,alwis!!!

Muakssss!!!

*feeling blue*

hmm...my pc monitor repaired dy.. n now i'm using it. i just came back from syahreez house.. he went to bk.beruang to find his prospect..

Blog.., i don't know what happen to me... everyday..i'm moody... must be my p.m.s kot.. haiiz.. ain't in a mood lerr.. black sheep gurl. fuuh!

errm.. that monday..,syahreez told me that.. he had to concentrate in his study n his b'ness as well.. so he need to 'put me aside'.. numsayin'?? 'put me aside'... he said.. he 'have' to.. he doesn't want to loss both of it.. means his study & b'ness.. he wana make his mum proud. haiz.. at first when i heard the sentence 'put me aside'.. it seems like 'break'.. so actually..i misunderstood.. haizz.. i cried leh.. i really did understand.. n i did 'more understand' it deeply.. wat can i say?? hmm..the day after he told me.., n here it goes.. (the daily routine) tapau mee curry n bring it to his house during his break.. after that,went to class.. n didn't meet him dy.. but he'll gimme a call every late night when he's free dy..this goes on for weekdays.. i didn't msg nor give him a call,coz i don't wana disturb him.. hmm..i guess on weekends we not gonna meet,coz' he got b'ness function on saturday while sunday surely meet his prospects.., the whole week is occupied.. i don't blame syahreez.., but hope he understand as well.......
Tremendously,i don't hope for more.. nor greed for it. just praying hard that he success in his study n b'ness..,& i wont be put aside. hmm.. his semester break is nx month..i guess. break for a month.. might be hoping that..he could spare a lil... during his sem break.. get it??

hubby..,if u're reading.. just wanted to tell u that.. i really understand.. & i trust u!

*praying hard for u*

ohh yea..

<-------- this pic was taken during merdeka eve..

me & syahreez at 'sri percik restaurant'

( looking great ) haha..

Ohh.. my~

hye!! i'm back!!! haha.. hmm.. me at cc now with my hubby syahreez!!!!~ hehehe.. just now went to Kota laksamana eat da ice ice thgy.. this baba.. hmmp! hehe..

hmm.. last saturday..,around 1 sumthg am.. me was on da phone with syahreez.. he just came back yam cha with his business frens at durian daun.. he's quite frustrated with his frens.. i mean business thgy frens la. haiiz.. n his up-line too!! most of them thinks that he never really work hard on his business thgy... haiiz.. but actually he did!! i know! coz' almost everyday he went to find his prospects!!~ its not easy leh.. he have to run up & down.. & persuade his prospects.. haiiz.. tiring~ Moreover..,his b'ness frens.. keep bugging him! keep err.. some sort like pushing him..push till no limit! damn!! Urggh.. they should understand mahh.. haiiz.. then syahreez got a lil arguement with his b'ness frens kot.. haiiz... when i heard he express his problem.. plus he's not feeling well.. i feel so sad.. heart hurts ler.. no jokes la dude!! nevermind la dear..,miracle happens.. & your day will soon arrive... it takes time... remember..have faith in yourself!!~ i'll pray for ya'!