thinking of u

i feel like express my feel today. not in a mood totally. feel so down.
i dislike my job. all alone. time move very very slow.
Do u think i've move on? yes i do. but sometimes suddenly i'll turn moody. but i'll be ok.

i'm still thinking about my past. wish i can ask God a question n answer me.

does every love relationship really has an expiry date? i saw it from a movie poster. dun makes sense to me. if not,why sum couples live happily till old n till death.
i've move on partly. but still do miss him,honestly. i never contact him already.

wondering what's he been up to. wonder how is he. doing good? i'm sure he's doing very gud and happy with his life now. he has everything he wanted. Am happy for him, i guess. am i forcing myself to say "i'm happy"?

i try not to bother about him already.. but still, i still do find ways to know about him sumtimes..,his life currently. i still do care. i can't see him sad or have problem. coz i'll be in deep sadness too. i can feel just like how he felt.

hmm.. He doesn't know,coz we didn't contact already. i'm sure his gf doesn't allow.

nvm then, wishing him all the best in everything. hope he'll success in his life, dreams and future. he's a bright man, i noe he can do it. :)

do take care my man.

xoxoxo, sandra.