Journey of PoppYseed

istimewa

2009-12-06T09:24:00.000-08:00

old skool picah.

Memories lane.

Those were the days.. =)

Best of all =)

one to three for five

Happy 5th Anni!

cheers~

thinking of you

2009-11-25T09:27:00.000-08:00

p/s : Me love you!

Happy 5th!

=)

muaaaxxx!

1.. 2.. 3..

2009-10-23T23:36:00.000-07:00

"Back At One"

It's undeniable... that we should be together...
It's unbelievable how I used to say that I'd fall never
The basis is need to know, if you don't know just how I feel,
Then let me show you now that I'm for real...
If all things in time, time will reveal...
Yeah...

One... you're like a dream come true...
Two... just wanna be with you...
Three... girl it's plain to see... that your the only one for me...
Four... repeat steps one through three...
Five... make you fall in love with me...
If ever I believe my work is done... then I start Back at One (yeah)

So Incredible... the way things work themselves out...
And all emotional, once you know what it's all about babe...
And undesirable... for us to be apart...
Never would of made it very far...
Cause you know that you've got the keys to my heart
Cause...

One... you're like a dream come true
Two... just wanna be with you
Three... girl it's plain to see... that your the only one for me
Four.. .repeat steps one through three
Five... make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done... then I start Back at One......

Say farewell to the dark of night... I see the coming of the sun...
I feel like a little child... whose life has just begun...
You came and breathed new life
Into this lonely heart of mine...
You threw out the life line... just in the Nick of Time.....

One... you're like a dream come true
Two... just wanna be with you
Three... girl it's plain to see... that your the only one for me... girl and...
Four... repeat steps one through three
Five... make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done... then I start Back at One.

.ymi.

i

2009-10-12T02:44:00.000-07:00

I Miss You..

I am sick..

I am hungry..

I Need MY medicine..

I Wana go back Malacca..

I Miss hanging out..

I Miss having dinner with..

I Miss playing screaming in the car crazily.. ;p

I Miss late night yum cha..

I Miss late night Car ride..

I Miss chit chatting..

I Miss local food..

I Miss Baking and Cooking..

r o g e r

2009-10-10T00:04:00.001-07:00

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beeezeeee

2009-10-09T22:06:00.000-07:00

i . Bridal Ps next week

ii. swimming every2 days once. Have to, coz people said my muscle is flabby. flabby???! must tone up. nvm, good advantages. i can be thinner. ;)

erm..

whatelse?

ouhh... back hometown! definately in my list. won't forget.

i miss my hometown. home sweet home. missing. :(

counting days. very soon. yeah.. will be right back... i'll teleport. ;p

Now you see me.. now you don't. lol.

back in a surprise?

Popeyes chicken & biscuits

2009-10-09T21:30:00.000-07:00

Popeyes Chicken & Biscuits
Louisana Kitchen.

izzit a US brand? mm..
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Went to Popeyes Chicken & biscuits last night for dinner @ changi airport.

It Looks very delicious. tempting..

Ordered 1 meal contain 3 pcs chicken, coleslow + drink.
and
1 seafood meal, mixture of calamari rings, prawns and fish + smash potatoes + drink.
and
a side order of fish bites.
Cost S$23.10.
quite reasonable.

hm..

but after tried the food.. rate it 2 out of 10.

KFC the best!!

but.. the french fries is very tasty! taste like curly fries!! nyamm!!

and.. the smash potatoes.. something different. the sauce is very nice!

just that 2 items are delicious..

The rest..,two thumbs down.

This is the "biscuits".
BISCUITS!
macam biscuits ka?? like cream puff or scones leh.

At first.. in my mind.. "biscuits"....................,

hmmmmmmm........

*Subway cookies type??*

Rupanya.. it isn't.
Taste like scones.
plainless..
not nice.. ekk.

Rather go KFC or McD.

Love birds

2009-09-29T06:18:00.000-07:00

Tune to channel 8 singapore ,today, 8pm.

Congrats to Chris Lee & Fann Wong.

Lovely pairs!

so sweet.

i watched tv just now.. showed their wedding dinner Live.
my tears flow abit.
so touching and loving.
ekk.. me so emotional.

how i wish i'm her..
she's so lucky..

i loike!

:)

CLEO

2009-08-29T18:56:00.000-07:00

I went for CLEO's audition in singapore yesterday.
Everything went smoothly.
but.. during the audition.. i'm quite nervous la..
its a close-up audition but showed live screen with a huge TV there.
there are 5 JUDGES! OMG!! looking at me.
ishhkkk.. macam MDG!

they never ask much la.. i need to intro myself je.
and one of them ask.. who's ur fav. male artist?
terkejut! i was like.. i simply answer. i said.. "Zac Efron, coz he's macho,hot and charming" LOL. crazeee me!

nway,
Will know the result about 2- 3 weeks later.

haha.. i join for fun only.. ;p

actually don't really know how d contest goes like.
izzit through voting or wht? entah..

Wanted to post the pics here.. but blogspot system down. cacat liao.

;)

homiez

2009-08-05T18:32:00.000-07:00

Missing u girlsssssss ;)

UuuuWEEeeee

2009-08-03T08:37:00.000-07:00

Yes!!!

Mtv World Stage Live in Malaysia @ sunway lagoon.

..HERE I COMEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

Its my first time going a concert.. haha, feel so jakun*.

and yeahhh,

i'll be back for a week plus!! going KL to shop for clothess!!

nyam!! ;)

holidayyyyyy!!~

Bye Bye ROTI!! ;p

2009-07-23T19:20:00.001-07:00

HAHA!! Goooooooooooooooooddd Byeeeeeeeeee Ro-ti!
Finally leave this company... finally i can run away from the mofos. disturbing my life.. hmmp!

Weeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

I got a new job!!

Yes!!

5 working days and its 8.30am to 6pm!

starting middle of next month!!

work in office and sometimes outdoors meet client.

Yay!! i can have my life back!

and....

i can come back every week.....

and.....

saturday night fever bebehh..!! ;p

yay!!

ka-ra-ok on the go..

club..?? ;p

late nite yum cha...

and...

i duno..

hahaa..

wish me all the best!!

a new life started...

daa~

Samsung OMNIA II

2009-07-18T21:36:00.000-07:00

Samsung OMNIA II

Here i comeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!

Weeeeeeeeeee!!!

Getting YOU in 2 weeks time!

sha la la.... ;)

p/s ; coming back early August

3 days!!

Weeee!!!

3rd july

2009-07-12T03:08:00.000-07:00

Came back Malacca last week.. for about 4days 3 nights..
had family dinner with whole maternal family!
weeeeeee!!!

Ate Buddha Jump over the wall..
not satisfied with the dishes..
so so only ler.

From left ; ME, lil sista, Mami & bro.

Family & Grandpa! ;)

3 days isn't enuff for me.. i miss Me-la-ka!! me want more!!

Missing Youuuuuuuuu~

coming back soon.. again! ;p lol.

seems like almost every 2 weeks i come back.

after this seldom come back already.. mite be a month later.

chiao~

ahemm..

2009-06-29T20:34:00.000-07:00

ok......

I"M

s.i.n.g.l.e

dun ask me post me n bf picture..

coz i ain't have a boifren.

don't ask me what's his name..

don't keep guessing who's the Mr.Lucky..

don't ask me 'hold hands already?'

don't say "i'm fallling in love now"

aihz.. macam macam la..

funny tau.

nanti mei you' lelaki nak woooo me already tau.

If i have... i'll tell kay?

wish i have. hahaa.. miss missss... ;p

woOOOootT!

2009-06-21T21:04:00.000-07:00

my life's greaaaaaaatttttttt!! seems like a windfall.... WUuuuuuuuuuuiiiiissssssssssssshhhhhhHHH~~~~~~~~~ ;p

happyy!!

miss sunshine everyday.. :)

coming backkkkkkk!!!!!!!!! miss misssssssssss~

You belong with me

2009-06-21T19:54:00.000-07:00

OOOooohhhhh.. i LOVE Taylor swift songsss... so nice. i'm sooo into love songs.. ;p

this song is nice....

"You belong with me" try download it. meaningful lyrics. i loike!!

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset

She's going off about something that you said

'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night

I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like

And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts

She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers

Dreaming about the day when you wake up

and find That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you

Been here all along, so why can't you see?

You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans

I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be

Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself

Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town

I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down

You say you're fine, I know you better than that

Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers

She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers

Dreaming about the day when you wake up

and find That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you

Been here all along, so why can't you see?

You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door

All this time how could you not know?

Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night

I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry

And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams

Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?

Been here all along, so why can't you see?

You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door

All this time, how could you not know?

Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe

You belong with me?

You belong with me

;) wink wink

Oooo

2009-06-19T20:37:00.000-07:00

SANDRA is going to kahwin!!

LOL!

HAHAHHA

GOTCHAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!

kidding la...

feel like blogging... but dunno what to blog le..

me wan go holiday!!

wan go S.E.A first!

ang mo country later... coz mahal. ;p

kayla .. duno wat to write.. bye.

sayang my homiez! ;p and....................... i duno.

hair cut

2009-06-02T08:18:00.000-07:00

Presenting............................

Its been so long i didn't have short hair. The last time i had was in early year of Secondary 4.. and its SUX. macam lion. LOL. ;p

What do u think of my new hair cut?? i colour my hair too. wanted brown colour. then the stylish pulak said.. tht red macam brown. tipu me. :(

Outcome.... i look WILD. eeEeekkkkkK! macam social girl. sobsob :(

Base, dark brown purple. highlight, dark red. EEeeeerrr...........???????! >_<" sweat*

sad case. wana re-colour it again la.

Overall, i love the hair cut. Everyone said i looks younger and looks great with this style. macam middle age teenage. haha.. feel so yoooung. ;P

LOL! camwhoring~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ so not ME! :D (OOhhh... Hi sista!, my sis is using laptop)

To my girl frens; i'm cuming backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!! wooOOohOOoooo!!! JOMMMm let's ChillL!! ;)

Yoppppppppp!!

2009-05-27T17:52:00.000-07:00

Its S.A.L.E EVERYWHERE IN SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!

WOOOOOOOOohooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooo!!

Madness >_<

I'm going SHOPPING tomorrowwwwww!! weeeeeeeeeeeeee... dapat gaji already!

HAHA..

happieee.. So happiee...

going to shop shop shop..

make over tyme!!

wana dye and cut my hair!! ;p

Time flew very fast... entering June.. fast weh..

hmm.. nothing much to update about my life currently.

i'm doing very great over here.

and......

guess what?? got people came to me and ask my mobile number. HAHAH!!

and then horr... got 1 guy suddenly said he wana teman me walk to bus stop after my work. He did actually. Got to know him more.

laughing out loud!*

OMG.. O_O HAHA.. funny la..

but too bad.. not my taste. ;p

well.. at least now my circle of friends increasing.. more and more......

u noe wat it mean! numsayin?? :)

2009-05-14T09:38:00.000-07:00

Sandra Tan Jye Yng is missing YOU..

Didn't see you for quite sometime.. LOL.
quite sometime?? its just a week.

haha.. he busy laaaaaa. busy studying.. preparing for war. :)
i pulak yang kecoh. ;p

Ala... faster faster... Faster finish your exam!
.. can't wait to meet you... haihh.

.....then.........
.................................... we go dating.

wink wink.

LOL!! ;p

i miss you..

miss watching movie with you..
miss yum cha with you..

miss miss miss...
too much to list down...... :D

Is that a Yes?? hmm..
or..
No no.. ??

L.O.V.E bebehh.

;p

hahahaa.. crazeeee nyonya!! eekkkk!!

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2009-05-08T21:23:00.001-07:00

SANDRA TAN JYE YNG is MISSING Y.O.U......................................................................................

huu

2009-05-07T21:39:00.000-07:00

what a boring day.. what a boring life.. hmmp. sienz le...
everyday same routine..
sleep ---> wake up ---> bath ---> go work. then finish work.. continue again.. No life. :(

i really miss malacca le. i really wana come back. feel like come back now or next week. can't tahan.. its been so long i never go back. if i'm not mistaken.. its already a month i guess. 3 weeks liddat.

Nak balik kampung chilling.. lol. relax mah. home sweet home. no matter what, own place..country is the best.

sometimes i feel like go Johor bahru take a bus.. go back malacca 1 day trip.. arrive morning.. go back night.. crazee rite. lol. ;p i think i'm gonna do it soon. very soon. NOw u see me.. now u don't. hahahaa

kayla.. got to go.. need to walk.. very jauh. dieting. lol.

cheers~

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2009-05-05T09:42:00.000-07:00

i dunoo..
i need a hug.. someone please hug me..

:(

2009-05-04T09:47:00.000-07:00

Haihhhhhh... sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh =.(

balik liao. :(

2009-05-03T19:26:00.000-07:00

My homieez balik kampung liao.
i miss them so much! very!

can't really hang out much with them.. coz have to work. but at least got to hang out fully on the first day. Really enjoyed and have fun! we really laugh our ass off.. so loud sumore. ini lah malaysian. heee. ;p

Babes.. next time if come.. we go the'Retro Bar' yea.. 70's babe! lol.. shake shake.. ;p
i'm off today,monday. just woke up.. How i wish u girls stay another day. can bring to more places. ;)

Flash back the first day.. when i met u girls at the terminal... hahaha. u girls cant recognise me? funny laa..

i noe.. vkie can recognised me.. thru my boobs! wahahaha!! ;p

and then ahh.. siok hua like to puji puji.. said each time see me.. i looks different..

paiseh le. but i suka la.. coz people puji mah. lol. poyo la me.

weeeeeee....!!

hmm..

hahaha.. i'm a good GPS rite? see.., at least u girls never sesat. siap can draw map for u all.

HAHA.

Oouh ya.. i bring u girls sesat in shopping centre hor. lol. hahahahaha.. burn more calories ah. Vkie gonna kill me. ;p
and i was late for work almost half hour. but haha.. chill la. nothing mia.

soya ice cream anyone? hahaa... Wehh, i love the papa beard puff la.... Uuuuu... super delicious!

i miss u girlssssssssss laaaaaaaaaa....
i'm coming backkkkkkk within this 2 weeks or after 2 weeks. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..

miss miss miss..

nak pergi potong rambut.
hmm..

kay...

daa~ ;)

what?? i noe.. the short ones can't climb up. :(

hiak! i can do it! yeahhhh finallly!! wohooo.. left siok hua. kakaka.. ;p

yerrr.. i not photogenic la.. alwis forever bulat in photos. :(
no pic to upload already.. all with sarah ;)

clarke quay

holaaa~

2009-05-01T19:46:00.001-07:00

My Homieez are in S.i.n.g.a.p.o.r.e NOW! The S'es??

Presenting...

Soong Vickie, Ti Siok hua, Sarahlynn and me Sandra!

;)

camwhoring~ lol

will upload more pics soon.. byeee!~

best of me

2009-04-29T10:35:00.000-07:00

daniel powter - best of me.
nice song beb! lovin' it! oooo fell in love. nyam.

thinking of u

2009-04-23T09:57:00.000-07:00

i feel like express my feel today. not in a mood totally. feel so down.
i dislike my job. all alone. time move very very slow.
Do u think i've move on? yes i do. but sometimes suddenly i'll turn moody. but i'll be ok.

i'm still thinking about my past. wish i can ask God a question n answer me.

does every love relationship really has an expiry date? i saw it from a movie poster. dun makes sense to me. if not,why sum couples live happily till old n till death.
i've move on partly. but still do miss him,honestly. i never contact him already.

wondering what's he been up to. wonder how is he. doing good? i'm sure he's doing very gud and happy with his life now. he has everything he wanted. Am happy for him, i guess. am i forcing myself to say "i'm happy"?

i try not to bother about him already.. but still, i still do find ways to know about him sumtimes..,his life currently. i still do care. i can't see him sad or have problem. coz i'll be in deep sadness too. i can feel just like how he felt.

hmm.. He doesn't know,coz we didn't contact already. i'm sure his gf doesn't allow.

nvm then, wishing him all the best in everything. hope he'll success in his life, dreams and future. he's a bright man, i noe he can do it. :)

do take care my man.

xoxoxo, sandra.

untitled

2009-04-11T23:32:00.000-07:00

i got a job already. starting work anytime soon. earliest middle this week. lastest next week.
i miss my hometown. missing people there. miss miss... :( bored here. no life ahh..
i miss my late nite yum cha session.. miss my jalan-jalan cari makan session.. sobsob.
i wana go back......!!!!!!!!!! maybe i mite go back end of april. hehee. maybe la. lalala..
wish me luck in my job.
Btw,i'm doing good here. dun worry. ;) still the same old sandra.. n dieting in process too. kakaka.
nway.. take care!~
missing everyone back there! adios~

damn!

2009-04-09T10:25:00.001-07:00

i hate myself! fuck u sandra tan jye yng! go to hell!! bye bye!!! urgghhhhh!!! $#^&*^&$#%!!!!!!!~

life

2009-03-28T23:17:00.000-07:00

hey,i'm back.
its been so long i didn't update my blog.
Alot things happenned to me recently. i'm kinda trying to survive now. trying to get a new life.
i miss him.. Him refers to syahreez,my ex-bf. we broke up recently.
i never know this would happen. We've been together for 4 years and 4months plus. Time flew very fast yea.. Seems like whatever in our life.. we did together.. we went thru together.. ups and downs. its like he's connected in my life. its very difficult to let him go.
He's always in my mind.. keep playing. 24/7 without a miss, that he's in. i really miss him. i never regret meeting him. He brought alot changes in my life. he taught me alot. life's not easy without him.
i wish we'll be together again.. but well, i think thats not gonna happen.
i'm currently in singapore lookingfor job. planning to move on.. trying. still. it takes time. i'm still hurt and sad till today. i don't know what should i do. Always wanted to phone him.. but i kinda stopped myself. coz he has his own life now.. i can't keep bothering him.
i have put to much hope when i'm with him. i thought he'll be the one for me.. my future. my hubby. it seems like everything went perfect. but we can't predict. people changed.. things changed.. environment too.
i know.. everyone's not perfect. but i always tried to be the best for him.. i'm still trying till today even though we're over and i seldom hear from him already.
none understand how i felt. none. people keep advising me.. but try to put urself in my shoes. how will u feel? yeah,i'll recover.. but i duno when. it takes time. really not easy for me.
Whatever i do, whatever i saw.. reminds me alot of him and our relationship. even i saw a clothes hanger in sg in my room.. reminds me of him. coz he has the exactly same hanger. see... Takes time.. haih. sometimes i just wish that i just poooff in this world.
i really don't know what to do. i feel so sucky right now.
anyway, i hope he's doing fine and is happy with his life. quite sumtime i never hear from u.. always wondering.. 'wat r u doing now?' 'how r u?' 'hows thg?' and etc. i still do care for u.. still do in whtever thg. even if u need help.. i'll immediately be there for u. i'll. its a promise. i'll always support ur dreams..
Do take care Reez. i heart you wholeheartedly. i really don't want loss contact with u.. serious. even if in future we're not gonna be together.. but we still can be friends.. i mean it.
always wondering.. after the break up.. we kinda contact for sumtime.. then suddenly never contact for sumtime.. Do u still think of me? do u still care about me? do u miss me? just the way i did.. Do u? i didn't ask u to miss me or care about me.. but during these 4 yrs 4mths plus we been thru. i'm sure at least sumtimes u do feel that way rite? just like me. i dunoo.. I'm part of ur history.. sure sumtimes u will re-call or suddenly past memories comes to ur mind..
U know, thinking about how we met at d beggining and what we did.. its quite sweet. we're quite loving..
ahh.. no used of talking all these now.. its over.
i can only keep all these memories with me..

Singapore trip

2008-11-22T23:30:00.000-08:00

Welcome to SINGAPORE!

Last Tuesday me & vkie went to singapore.. for 3 days.

The purpose of going there is for vkie's job interview..

but seems like we went there to enjoy. ;p

DAY 1..

We arrived Sg about 12pm lidat..
We straight went for lunch... had "kway chap" (no image here)

then.. we went to Holland Village jalan2 & met my mum.

suddenly we tersempak an actress there.. (duno whts her name)

After that we went to Orchard Road..

the X'mas decoration is on..

oh ya.. we went to Takashimaya basement where lots of food there..

& we continue makan n makan n makan... NyamM!

Paragon shopping center entrance

Enjoying our yummieee ice cream.. very cheap mia.. only S$1.

Vickie da crazee

Orchard road deco.

After that we went to Clarke Quay...

& later we had Mr.Bean;Soya bean ice cream! haha

Vkie trying to shoot d "bungee"..

DAY 2

Had our lunch at Chinatown;People's Park Complex hawker center.

Dumpling; S$6 for 12 pcs.

cheap rite? Yummylicious!! ;p

Singapore Carrot Cake! S$3 only.

its diffrent from Malacca. it has more Eggs n crispy!

Fuahhh!! Hungry la..

later, we went to Raffles place..

Vickie had an interview there..

while waiting for her.. i had 'Old Chang Kee' & my fav ice cream.

Before her interiew.. we lepak at 'Toast'

Mango Lassi... Uishh.. best!! very pekat leh.. pure.

After that, we went to Suntec City..

Had 'Old Chang Kee' & Donut Factory.

Japanese Jasmine Tea (green tea donut)

Cheese

( it taste salty just like cheeeeze)

Yummieee..!!

nicer than Big Apple Donut.

Then, meet my mum..

went to Esplanade, Merlion & Vivo City.

Me & Mami

Vivo City

Had Our dinner there at Food Republic; its a food court.

with mum, sis, vkie n me.

Then later.. we went for 2nd round dinner at Geylang.

lol

Tian Qi Porridge & Fried Oyster.

After 2nd round dinner.., we went for dessert..

Tau Fu Fah..

& we went to see "chicken" (prostitute) ;p

DAY 3

Went to Suntec City again..

to buy 'bonbons & donuts' at donut factory.

Had our lunch their.. old chang kee & nasi lemak.

(too hungry dy.. forget to shot)

balik kampung in d evening..

Donuts

Bonbons.

21st bday

2008-11-22T22:30:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday to youu..

Happy Birthday to SANDRA..

Happy Birthday to youuuuuuuuu.....!

Hey shawty, its ya birthday.. i'm gonna bla bla...

yerr..so sad.. i'm old.. ;P

Me, Reez, Vkie & Sarah.. we went to "GOGO BOX".. to celebrate my bday..

Its a surprised for me..

they pakat.. tipu me.. sob sob.. ;)

HAHA... long story la.. duno how to explain. lol

Anyway... thanx alot to them..

i'm lovin it!

thts d best bday ever in my life!

AWESOME!! weeeeeee! love u guys!!

(reez,vkie & sarah - wehh u guys pandai act ahh.. siap said left d purse.. then answer call.. n d "try to be understanding n etc" lol.. I almost cry leh.. HAHA..)

Birthday gal & ah bun! ;P

Vickie, Me, Reez & Sarah

Babes..

Reez giving me pressie. its a necklace, a love shape pendant.

(eekk.. i'm shy!! ><)

lurve d pressie.. cantek!!

TaA DAaaaaaa..

i paiseh la.. they asked me to kiss reez..

MUAX!!

Lets sing along...

Hiak Hiak!!

I'm having fun.... hohooo...

Pre-Bday! 8th Nov

2008-11-13T21:36:00.000-08:00

Let the pictures do the talking.. ;p

My Birthday cakes.. from Reez!

NyammM! i'm lovin' it
its Mille Crepe from Nadeje.

Cute rite d cake?? hehee.. siap got d "happy birhtday" candles..

(Thank u reez! mwax)

Vickie & Hwee Li helping me to lit up d candles n etc.. ;P

Everyone sang Happie Birthday song to me & ask me to make a wish..
Eeekkk >_< I'M SHY!!! HELP ME!! lol
'scratching my head' HAHA

SEE.... they looked soo busy.. &..

i'm enjoying my favourite cake.. WeeEEee!!

Frens..

From left; Vickie, Hwee Li, Alex, Daeren, Adelene, Kirks, Wilson & Aaron.

(btw, sarah came later.. coz she've wedd dinner)

Well,stay tune for more upcoming pics on my birthday!! Countdown bday! hehe.
&
Thanks to everyone for making it happen! ;)
xoxoxo

Reezy Weezy (25th june)

2008-07-08T09:32:00.001-07:00

Happie 21st Birthday ah Bun! ;) xO

@ holiday inn

Me & sarah at "our planet cafe" (LOL) hahaa..

we celebrate our advance bday.. ekeke..

Who's that guy beside reez?? HAHA!! mane siok hua??!! missing dy..

nway.., thats all for today... cheers~

outing

2008-05-24T13:02:00.000-07:00

I've my dinner today with reez.. went to Secret Recipe.. Nyamm! i ate Chicken Cordon Blue.. as usual.. my favourite!! best tau!! Reez ate Spagetthi Meatball.. pun sedap! simply irresistable! Then after having our main course.. we ate.. Cakes!! White Chocolate Macadamia nuts.. Yummy!!
aww.. forget to shoot some images of d outing & food.. haha.. When d food arrived,i faster makan dy.. can't wait. mouth-watering.. lol =P

After that.. me & reez went to 'Our planet Cafe' (shark cafe ;p) We went to yum cha with sarah, siok hua & kee. We omong2.. hehe.. then we played DARE games.. COOL wehh!! haha.. Kee & Reez lose, so they have to do.. as wht we said. i don't have d images with me.. sarah hv. i reckon she'll post it soon.. very soon.

After yum cha.. we balik... then me & reez went to yum cha again..at hang tuah mall.. with his cousin...

ouhh btw.. i'm leaving to singapore tmr morning 7.30am bus. Do take care everyone! muakksss!!

P/S : I'M GONNA M.I.S.S YOU bebehh!!

i'm missing you right now too..
Cyah! ;)

Iron Man

2008-05-21T10:42:00.000-07:00

I watched Iron Man today.. with sarah & siok hua.. at MBO cinema. Its Wednesday weh..the ticket cost rm5 per person.. HAHA.. nyamM!
Hm.. so so la the muvee.. Out of 5, i give 2.5 . hehe.. i prefer Narnia,Prince Caspian, if compared to Iron Man.
Tha Iron Man not charming la.. superhero must be handsome mah.. lol. Spiderman handsome.. Superman too! HAHA..
I wanna watch Hancock muvee. Its a super hero muvee.. like Iron Man.. but i reckon Hancock would be interesting. Saw the trailer.. act by Will Smith.. i wanna watch!! ;)

Screening in cinemas.. July ----

Hancock

By the way, Dataran Pahlawan 'Golden Screen Cinemas' gonna open by end of June. Heard that, it have 12 cineplex room. hmm.. means ..there will be more movies..like KL. woohOo!

i'm leaving.... =(

2008-05-16T07:22:00.000-07:00

All my bags are packed

I'm ready to go

I'm standing here outside your door

I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin'

This early morn

The taxi's waitin'

He's blowin' his horn

Already I'm so lonesome I could cry

So kiss me and smile for me

Tell me that you'll wait for me

Hold me like you'll never let me go

Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane

Don't know when I'll be back again

Oh babe I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down

So many times I've played around

I tell you now

They don't mean a thing

Every place I go

I think of you

Every song I sing I sing for you

When I come back

I'll wear your wedding ring

Now the time has come to leave you

One more time

Let me kiss you

Close your eyes

I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come

When I won't have to leave alone

About the time when I don't have to say........

=.(

2008-05-16T07:09:00.000-07:00

arghh....

i'm leaving soon.. very soon..

i'm gonna miss my life here..

Started to MISS everyone here..

especially 'Him'..

Feel like crying..

yup, actually i cried for sometime already..

can't take it.. keep thinking..

i don't know how long i'll be there..

might take a year.. who noes rite..

to me.. A day seems like a few months..

What about half year? 1 year?

i'm turning insane..

Please wait for me back there...

Numsayin'?

Hopefully time fly very fast.. very very fast..

Definately i can't control my emotion when i leave..

hope u'll be there.. to send me off.. ;)

it's difficult.. but i've to.. urghh.

berat hati.. feel so sad.. very sad..

Do take care.. everyone.. n you!

please keep in touch.. alwis.. for life.

=.(

=((

sigh.. god bless me.

China Quake kills 10,000+

2008-05-14T22:51:00.000-07:00

A powerful earthquake toppled buildings, schools and chemical plants Monday in central China, killing about 10,000 people and trapping untold numbers in mounds of concrete, steel and earth in the country's worst quake in three decades.

The 7.9-magnitude quake devastated a region of small cities and towns set amid steep hills north of Sichuan's provincial capital of Chengdu. Striking in midafternoon, it emptied office buildings across the country in Beijing and could be felt as far away as Vietnam.

As Tuesday dawned, rescuers were frantically searching for more survivors, but rain was compounding the difficulty.

In the town of Juyuan, south of the epicenter, a three-story high school collapsed, burying as many as 900 students and killing at least 50.

The overall death toll increased to about 10,000+.

It said nearly 10,000 people died in central China's Sichuan province alone and 300 others in three other provinces and the mega-city of Chongqing.

Laptop

2008-05-09T10:15:00.001-07:00

WOoHooOoooooooo!!! i finally got a New laptop today!! weeeeeeeeeeeee...!!! so happie...
aiya.. happy awhile only ma.. =P
hehe...
Got an ACER laptop this evening..
Acer Aspire Intel Core 2 Duo Processor, Windows Vista Home Premium.. costs RM 2,699!
Quite satisfied with it.. No lagging anymore.. its speedy.... =P hehe..!
Received f.o.c .. notebook cooler.., notebook lock.. & mini optical mouse. nicee... ;)
yup! got web cam as well.. now i can web-cam with my frens in overseas.. anywhere..
Sarah, i can webcam with you already! liying.. u too! Vkie.. hoho.. u as well!! it's been so long i nvr web cam with vkie.. =)

Adios~

bu-nga

2008-04-10T01:50:00.001-07:00

isolated

Nice? Ouchh.. the sun is sooo glaring..
haha.. so long nvr edit pics n shoot.. miss shooting.. bangg!!

flyer

2008-03-29T05:26:00.001-07:00

The "Singapore Flyer"

didn't manage to take a good shot.. quite blurry.
was in the cab.. a far distance from there..

story of a man

2008-03-24T22:46:00.000-07:00

There's a man.. around age 60+.. A strong man.. fit looking body. He have a family.. He's a gambler.. but he's very good.. kind hearted man.. and very generous..
He have a mistress too.
First family.. have three daughters.. All of them are around age 30+..married and have family. His daugthers and wife hated him. I have no idea 'why'.. family problem perhaps.
Came to the second family.. the mistress. He have two children.. a daughter and a boy.. they're still studying in primary.. That family broken too.. i mean a broken family.. coz he always gamble.. seldom give money but he still work..
One day, while he's working.. he carried some stocks... the floor is wet.. suddenly he slipped down n fell on the floor and knocked on his back or neck or etc.. He was rushed to the hospital and given an operation..
After the operation.. he turned 'vegetable'.. Aww.. feel so pity and sad for him.. He's still able to speak well.. good memories.. but he cant walk.. He lye down for 2 years.. his children and wives very seldom turn up.. they hated him..
He loses alot of weight.. damn thin.. face..hagged.. just looks like an old man.. very old.
NOW... he's back in the hospital.. He can't live anymore.. the organs is weak.. especially the lungs.. difficulty in breathing.. The family suggested not to give oxygen.. just let him Rest In Peace..
He can't live long now... anytime. I'm going Singapore to see him soon... He's my maternal grand uncle..
sigh... the family should forgive him.. and give him a chance.. everyone deserves second chance.. Nothing is perfect.. I hope he'll rest in peace soon and be a better person in his next life..
=)
well...,no matter how much my dad did to my mum and the family.. i hated him so much.. then and NOW too.. but forgiveness is upon him..
..thats life rite?.. *wink wink* hahaha

well...,may god bless everyone!
i'll be a better person.. i'll improve myself.. No more old sandra.. aite!

rain

2008-03-24T02:17:00.000-07:00

Rain drops is falling on my head..
lalallaa...
ohhh lalalala...
ohhhhh lalala...
lalalallal...

Do you know that.. if u walk under the rain alone..
its romantic..? LOL..
i have no idea..
one thing for sure... i walk under the rain..
there's lots of thing came to my mind...
|
|
..the sweet moments btw me and reez..
when i think about it..
i'll smile while walking.. (ppl sure think i'm nuts)
|
|
..ups and downs..
obstacles which i've been through..
sighh.. thats life rite? its not easy..
|
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and lastly..
the problems i'm facing now...
fuhh.. stress..
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
$_$
i'm finding ways to get $$$. =P
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chill.. just chill.. yeap,i'm chilling.. =)
..haha..

make up??

2008-03-09T10:22:00.001-07:00

Hello!
This afternoon i ride scoot to Mahkota Parade for a job interview.. i got the job! hmm..not gona work at Xuan Cafe dy.. Pheww! i told the ppl dy. cancel.
So regarding about my new job.., i NEED to MAKE UP!! OMG MAKE UP???!!! sh*t! i don't know how to make up at all.. Recently jaime n sarah taught me a simple 'make up'.. on eyes. Haha.. then they did it for me.. & i learn how to do as well.. After that we went yum cha.. then i went to 7 eleven buy top-up card.. then sum guys was looking at me.. omg.. i shy.. Do i look weird or pretty? LOL. but i think i looks not bad la.. since the guy siap can smile at me n treat me well worr.. SS la me. =p
Well,i'm gonna start my new job this week.. part time.. Weekdays work 6pm-10pm while Weekends 8 1/2 hours. pheww!
Any clue tht where i work?? lingerie shop?? condom shop?? apparel?? ice cream??
wana know the answer? come haunt for me! if got jodoh,surely meet.. =p

mammals - warm blooded

2008-03-07T10:41:00.000-08:00

..is that an end??

sigh.. i've never felt this way before.. Everything that i do reminds me of you.. Ohh GOD,did u hear my prayer?? i feel so weak.. i have no spirit to go on.. People said.. "Be Optimistic".. i can't.. its difficult.. if they're in my shoes..i'm sure they understand..

We're made for each other.. Don't you think so? after years being together.. do you feel the same way as me,now?

I never thought that i do need you there.. when I have problems..etc. and the words i need to hear to always get me through the day and make it okay..
I fell off from my bike jz now.. outside a petrol station..the semen floor is oily n slipperly..didn't notice..bcoz there's sumthg up in my mind.. my tears flow.. no injuries.. and..,Whats came up on my mind is y.o.u .. but i didn't make a call.. Its my stuff..,i've to learn to handle it.

The days feel like years when I'm alone.. i miss you.. i really do miss you. Sadly,it can't be repair nor turn back the time..
The last time you leave me..driving away..I keep looking till theres no sign off u.. Seeing you leaving/driving off from me.. the rain pours heavily,it hurts.. seems like a knife stab in my heart deeply.. & i sat down hopelessly at the carporch for sometime.. Can you see how much my love for you..?

All I ever wanted was for you to know everything I do with sincere.., I give my heart and soul.. I can't hardly breathe.., I need to feel you here with me.. the pieces of my heart are missing you.. No one can replace You in my heart..

I can't sleep.. its already 4.o1am.. there's so many things in my mind.. Ahh.. that's all i can express/confess.. wish to express more.. but i couldn't make it.. Feeling so empty now..

craps

2008-03-07T06:42:00.000-08:00

Exam around da corner.. Urghh..!! damn! have to study.. but aint got the study mood yet.. i think i wana take a break after my mid term.. Go Holiday.. i need fresh air.. I'm gasping for air now... HAHA..
Hey hey.. Remember the poem "Sonnet 18??" nice huh.. but heard that William Shakespears wrote it to his "gay partner".. Awww.. too bad.. gays! haha.. but still true love wehh.. so sweet..

hm.. Anyone watch Singapore Chinese drama? i wana recommend a drama.. its damn nice!! "TWO thumbs UP"! the title is " Mars VS Venus.. fuah!! thats the BEST show i hv ever watched. Damn good.. its about Family problem.. Lovers.. all about life.. those conflicts..those lovey dovey n etc. Each episodes i watched..,my tears flow.. haha.. emo eh..

its over??

sandra talk..

2008-03-06T01:03:00.000-08:00

hey ya! hmm.. later 9.30pm.. im going to Xuan Cafe for an interview.. a job interview.. part time job. hehe.. wana earn sum cash while kills my time.
Last Saturday i went to 'Simply Fish' Restaurant..a job interview as well.. they called me up 2days ago.. but i never turned up.. coz the pay is very low.. rm3.50 per hour le. While Xuan Cafe..i think he/she offers rm4 /4.50 per hour. hehe.. i hv no idea la.. One of my classmate introduce to me. He works at there too.. as a singer. lol. hehe..
Xuan Cafe is a "cina" place.. i guess every1 speaks mandarin there.. Well,wht can i do.. i need $$$.. force to work ler.. as long as the pay is high n i satisfied..then it'll be alright.. hopefully. =)
Actually i thought of working in bars.. *laughing* example.. ''the cube? the office? pure bar?? LOL.. wht a JOKE! the pay there is high..frm wht i heard la.. rm5++ per hour.. haha..

Sighh.. time fly very very SLOW... hmm..my daily routine.. as usual.. mon,wed,thurs & fri.. sleep-->wake up-->go class for an hour-->balik-->do NTG. While d other days.. i ROT at home.. wht a pity.. =p haha..

Wehh..,good news weii... i lose weight already.. seems like tht 'Herbalife' works! haha.. so happieee.. Don't jealous ya..i'm gona be PRETTY soon..& SEXY! ..then can attract lots of guys! WAHAHAHA...LOL! *dreaming* shh... give me face la.. don't laugh,k. haha. Sometime we need to dream.. then it will success mah.. heheheee..

[ ? ]

2008-03-05T09:20:00.000-08:00

Where is the LOVE??

What's LOVE??

LOVE drives me crazy

LOVE makes me blind

LOVE makes me LOVE him ( ? )

LOVE hurts me

LOVE makes me breathe

LOVE change me

LOVE is the power for everythg ( ? )

LOVE makes me envy

LOVE...

What can i say....? LOVE...

*sigh*

*moody*

Q & A

2008-03-03T09:41:00.000-08:00

HOW ARE YOU TODAY?? - sux! not in a mood!
WHAT DID YOU DO TODAY?? - 1.went to class. 2.call sum1..but hv been rejected. 3.had a conflict.
WHAT DO YOU FEEL?? - pissed off.. sad..
WHAT'S YOUR PLAN TOMORROW?? - i hv no idea.. just let it be.. & ZZzZzzzZzz....
WHAT'S THE MOST THING U HATE ABOUT?? - Hate being lied!
DO YOU WANT TO SPEAK OUT/CONFESS/... ?? - Definately. i'm so upsad.. very upsad.. =( i feel like crying...
DO YOU THINK 'TRUE LOVE' EXIST?? - i hv no idea. Its very difficult to find a 'true love' in this universe now.. MEN cheat on LADIES.. LADIES cheat on MEN.. (NOT me) etc etc.. I did believe 'true love' but.. i also duno la.. i'm afraid of being 'hurt'..
DESCRIBE YOURSELF (personality/physically/..) - Physically - short..dark..ugly..fat. Personality - emotional.. luv to cry.. easily hurt.. soft hearted =P .. & lovey-dovey..

-created by s.a.n.d.r.a-

would u be there

2008-02-22T05:02:00.000-08:00

Would you be there

If i would u, would u be there for me..

& whisper in my ear..thats okay.

Would u stand by me.. let me hold u tight & say u love me one more time..

If i feel good,would u slow dance with me..

Would u die for me.. would u run with me & never look back......

Would you be there to love.... to be with me...

Would you swear that your love is always true..

Would u say that you'll alwis be the one to take my breath away..

Would you be there............

2008

2008-01-01T04:44:00.000-08:00

HAPPIE NEW YEAR 2008!!!

weeeeeee..................

i've made some new yr's resolution..

yeap! gonna make it happen..!

Lets start a new day today... =)

leave the bad ones..2007 & moves forward..

*hiak hiak hiak* =p

owh ya.., CNY coming soon.. weeeee cant wait la..

ang pau..ang pau.. lalala..

7th december

2007-12-07T06:20:00.000-08:00

Happy 3rd Anniversary

... Reez & Sandra...

7/12/2004

...2005...

countingg............

...2006......

...2007...

still counting......

...2008??

URGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-12-01T11:55:00.000-08:00

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*$%@#!*&^%$@#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DAMN IT!!

Miss.. miss.. =(

2007-11-07T11:18:00.000-08:00

Left Up : Huey Ying, Jaime , Sandra(me)

Left Middle : VicKie, Siok Hua, Liying

Down : Sarah

I Miss all of em'! especially... VicKie & Liying.. =(

Awww... soo sweet..! =)

...Frenz for life...

Me & liying

Good Bye Vickie.. i miss you! =(

Take Care yahh!

From left : Sandra(me), Jaime, Huey Ying, VICKIE, Sarah, CinVin, Belle..

last dinner before Vickie leave..

Left : VICKIE, Reez, Sandra (me) & Sarah!

EYE of MALACCA

2007-11-04T01:35:00.001-07:00

EYE of MALACCA..

fuahhhh.. nice ferris wheel!! =D

Located at d' old bus station

(near Ocean shopping center, beside the river)

image blurrrr (pirate ship & ferris wheel)

there's only 3 items*..which are pirate ship + ferris wheel + trampoline* bungee jump.

Burpdaee!!

2007-11-04T01:13:00.000-07:00

Last Monday, Sarah & Siok Hua celebrated Jaime's & Sandra's (me) advance birthday at Melaka Raya ,Steamboat!

-no image of the steamboat foooood-

Blurrr... ( image shot by a steamboat old man uncle.. =/ ) aihz.. he doesn't know how to use this high-tech digi cam.. He shoot us while moving the cam.. the way he shoot like taking video..*&(@&(&#!! ???

-Me & Jaime-

Siok Hua & Sarah ( hey babes..,thanx for d cake & steamboat) =)

ME!! eeeeeee.. SHY sandra.. =D

Nway.., HAPPIEEEee BELATED BIRTHDAY to JAIME!!!!!!!! =)

Sushi

2007-11-04T01:02:00.000-07:00

2 weeks ago, me , sarah, siok hua & jaime went to Mahkota Parade Sibaraku to have our lunch..

the meal cost us RM 24++... = four of us.
Cheap rite??

1 pair of sushi ..only RM1.20. 'promotion'

NYAMM!!! Yummylicious!! :P

OHHHhh my...!

2007-10-26T23:40:00.000-07:00

YOU're B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L

I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU..

URGHHHhh...

JUST CAN'T KEEP YOU OFF MY MIND...

YOU make ME C.R.A.Z.Y!!!

OHhhh God.. Please HELP ME!! =(

OHHhhhh... My.......

SAMSUNG SGH-E250

i'm on my WAYyyyyyy.....

My NEW CRIB!

2007-10-08T10:30:00.000-07:00

MY CRIB! lol

no. 72A,

Jalan SP 13,

Taman Semabok Perdana,

Semabok, 75050 Melaka, Malaysia.

Car porch

Entrance

Living Room... Brown.

Dining hall & kitchen.

Kitchen - i like the design.. its simple n modern.

My Bro's room.. Blue in colour.

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

My mum's room.. Yellow...

2nd hall... :)

My sis's room.. Purple & light Grey.

My Room... Green & Grey in colour.

-------------------------------------- n -----------------------------------------

sighh

2007-08-31T06:47:00.000-07:00

wuuuuuuuuu.. been very busy lately... soo busy... im gonna start my new sem nx week..

im busy packing..preparing..to shift to my new house in 2 weeks time..which falls on 12th september. wee!! can't wait!! lalala.. =)

Yesterday my bro met an accident at bkt serindit.. coincidence i was there.. i saw the whole incident.. Fate huh? i was riding scooter..on the way to my new hse after fetch my sis to mp..

So frm the air leleh road.. i stop at the traffic light..coz it was red.. then i didnt know tht my bro was on the opposite of the road on my right.. Er.. then green light.. my turn to go..

Suddenly i saw an accident happen right in front of me.. n i saw a nissan sentra silver colour car.. then i quickly look at the plate number.. its was MBD 8555.. OMG!! sh*t!! my bro! my mum's car! i quickly ride to the place..

Then an old man around age 50 - 60 came down frm his car..(old junk red car) n so was my bro... then the old man... pick up the nissan car's light n was about to throw at my bro.. n i stop him! then tak jadi throw already.. then he pulak grab my bro's baju collar n wana punch him.. & i quickly push the old man n scolded him! the old man kept saying is my bro fault n ask him to pay.. then i said.. "Ey, bukan salah dia.. i nampak tadi! bla bla...

After that... the old man drove away.. Damn!! his fault! urgh.. plus..so old already.. still wana play tumbuk.

Gosh... my mum's car was badly DAMAGE!! while the old man's car.. NIL! coz its an old junk car.. its strong.

sighh.. pity my mum.. she 'kek sim'.. coz so many things happen.. so many rintangan* =(

e.r.r.o.r

2007-08-18T21:21:00.000-07:00

I NEED DEAD PRESIDENT!!!!!!!

Anyone willing to help me??

s.a.n.d.r.a

2007-08-06T11:30:00.000-07:00

I feel like blogging today.. I'm not in a mood..
My tears keep running down while i'm blogging..

WHY??? should i jot it down? i have no idea..

All i can say is... i'm sad.. sad.. sad..

err..

..some people said i've change..

my friendsss...??
or even my companion??

mm..
See it from your eyes... it tells the truth whether i change or not..
change into bad? good?

God knows..
You yourself will know..

well... i got ntg to say already...

nway... i need to keep myself busy from being sad..

Big gurls don't cry.. =)

"My heart by Irwansyah & Acha Septriasa & wait for you by Elliot Yamin" is dedicated to someone special... "1 4 3"

p/s : to my gurl frens who read this post...
i'm sure u gurls will leave comments n etc..
I noe u gurls r concern about me.. etc. Thanks alot! at least i noe u gurls will alwis be there for me.... =)

My OFF day..

2007-07-19T00:00:00.000-07:00

Yay!!! i'm OFF today!! i got 2 days OFF .. yeap.. thursday & friday!! weeeeee!!!

yeah... i can relax.. huhuu..~

Hmm.. Unfortunately.....

This afternoon.. about 12 somethg..

I was riding my scooter.. on my way to my New House...

So..While riding.. suddenly my scooter run out of petrol.. & it stop right in the middle of the 'fly over'... damn!

I'm stuck at the fly over...

#@/*^%!*@!%&!#!!

Hmmp!! okay then.. What Can i dO??! uishhh..

i pushing my scooter frm the fly over..

AFter that.. i phoned Reez... mm.. calling for help.. =(

erm.. i've changed my mind.... i asked reez not to come..

So i walked n push my scooter all the way to the petrol station.. *its about 2km walk.. i guess. phew!! damn tired! *i feel tht im like dragging *A big fat Donkey.. heavy ler..

......then....

i saw CALTEX!! weee.. i'm gonna reach sooon...

When i arrived.. it was closed.. Urghhh!!

So..

continue my destination....

Fuahh.. At last.. i arrived at SHELL petrol station... Phew!!

..paradise.. =p

i'm damn tired & sweaty.. my whole hands.. arm.. bla bla.. were aching*

sighh..* i think i've lost 1 kg* Lol..

Semabok
*2km / 1.5km destination to the petrol station..

25th June

2007-06-24T23:37:00.000-07:00

Happy 20th Birthday,bee!!
Muax Muax Muax!!!
i L.O.V.E you!!
...more than words...

"2getha 4eva"

=)

2007-06-13T10:39:00.001-07:00

she tagged me!! tagged!!!

2007-06-11T05:24:00.001-07:00

Layer One: On The Outside
Name: Sandra Tan Jye Yng
Birth Date: 10 November 1987
Current status: Taken
Eye Colour: err... brown? black? i duno le.
Hair Colour: Black
Righty or Lefty: Righty

Layer Two: On The Inside
Your Heritage: Teo Chew.. but..i duno how to speak tht.
Your Fears: conflict..
Your Weaknesses: CRY..
Your Perfect Pizza: Pizza Hut! Island Supreme stuff CRUST!! nyamm!!

Layer Three: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your Thoughts First Waking Up: What's the time NOW??
Your Bedtime: 4 / 5 somethg in the morning.. sumtimes 7am.
Your Most Missed Memory: moments which i had with my b in the early of relationship.. & not forgotten.. Outing with my buddies.. =) *miss miss* miss every single of it..

Layer Four: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi!!
McDonald's or Burger King: MC DONALDS!!!!! yummy!! i'm lovin' it! *Spicy Chicken Mcdeluxe*
Single or Group Dates: Anything will do..!
Adidas or Nike: Both! hmm.. preferable NIKE.. cortez! =p
Tea or Nestea: Teaaa..
Chocolate or Vanilla: VANILLA!!! i love it!! nyam.. the milky taste..simply irresistible!!
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappucino..

Layer Five: Do You...
Smoke: err.. i don't smoke.. coz it mite kills my future babiesss... =)
Curse: Obviously.. if someone makes me furious..
Think you've been in love: Yeah.. right now.. He's the one! =P
Go to school: yeap.. afew years back.. Now college..
Want to get married: Of course! its everyone's dreams!!
Believe in yourself: err.. sumtimes. I'm lack of confidence.. =(
Think you're a health freak: yeahh... im superb HEALTHY!!! *means..i'm damn fat*

Layer Six: In The Past Month Have you...
Drank alcohol: No.. i DON'T drink.
Gone to the mall: Yeap.. everyday.. coz i work in the mall.
Been on stage: yes! i hate it, its one of my Fear! uuu.. phobia!
Eaten sushi: yeahh.. i lurrrve SUSHI!!
Dyed your hair: yes.. rite after my last paper.. SPM.

Layer Seven: Have You Ever...
Played A Stripping Game: No.. Crazy kah..?!!
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: No.. but i always wish that i could be slim & pretty.. jz like some other chicks.. LOL!

Layer Eight: You're Hoping
To Be Married: to... * * * * * * * * [hahaha..] a person who lurves me soo muchie.. =)
For a: Perfecto LIFE!! *praying hard*

Layer Nine: In a Girl/Guy
Best Eye + Best Hair Color Combination: Thats not important! even IF he's bold..toothless.. i'll still love him.. As long as he's good in the INNER..
Short Hair or Long Hair: preferably short hair...

Layer Ten: What were you doing?
1 Min Ago: answering this tagged question* while eating almond bread with a cup of milo..
1 Hour Ago: phoned reez.. but he was sleeping..
4.5 Hours Ago: went out with jaime.. sarah.. at MP.
1 Month Ago: har..?? i cant re-call..
1 Year Ago: hmm.. i dunooo..

Layer Eleven: Finish The Sentence
I Love: i love my b.. i love my family.. i love my friends..
I Feel: so stressed up.. =/
I Hate: HATE my FATS!!! i wana be SLIM!!!
I Hide: hide?? hmm.. i hide.. i dunoo la. secrets i guess.
I Miss: i miss him..! Owh ya..,i miss Baking.. & cooking.. Chef Sandra. LOL
I Need: CASH!!!! a large amount of Dead president!! =p

Layer Twelve: Tag Five People

err.. i dunoo who to tag.. coz most of them have been tagged.. So .. i jz simply tag 5 of them,k.

1. Reez - been tagged!
2. Vkie - She tagged me!
3. Liying - Vkie tagged her!
4. Loke Hui
5. ??
6. ??

em!

2007-06-10T10:33:00.001-07:00

I Miss em'!! em'..?? their arse..?? =P

i dunooooo...

2007-06-06T11:18:00.000-07:00

STRESS + HOPELESS + MOODY + all sort of sad feelings... i can't take it.. can't go on by myself..
Alwis Motivate myself.. "sandra.. u can do it! have faith" ..end up... i'm still the same.. =( A failure... BYE BYE WORLD... LOL!
i'm sadddd laaa... Does anyone know where to find a place to release tension??! Any place.. where i can scream till the MAX.. where no one can hear...
ANY??!

May God Bless Me..

BFF

2007-05-26T12:52:00.001-07:00

-Sandra & Jaime-
BFF : Best Friends Forever!
(was posing to snap a pic of us using jaime's mobile phone)

Credit to ReEz! Thanks, muax!! =)

story of Meeting my Soulmate!

2007-05-05T14:45:00.000-07:00

Suddenly.. been thinking about my past..on 'how i met my soulmate'..
Here the story goes like...

We were a chat friends in 'ICQ'..around age 16 (secondary 4), we used to chat a few times. Quite some time later, we didn't contact each other. (well,as you know.. chat friends wouldn't have the bond of friendship.. I mean they didnt bother about friendship thgy for chat/net friends coz' they didnt even know them very well.. 'its just a chat/net friends')
So, bla bla bla.....

[ 1 year later - Age 17, Secondary 5 ] Just after my Secondary Final exam, SPM.. Me & my friends planned to go Jonker Walk & etc. Well, just wana have fun & release stress after the WAR! So, Me & Vkie were at Sarah's house lepak.. then,Vkie phoned her cousin Kah Heng.. Invited him & his friends to join us for the Outing.. 'the more the merrier' & 'make new friends'..

hm.. Guess What?! the Outing is ON!! All my friends.. 'siok hua, sarah, liying, huey ying & vkie' (except jaime..i duno why she doesn't wana join us) gathered at my house on that night for the Outing. All of us was well-dressed & ready for the Outing.. We were waiting for Kah Heng & Reez outside my house for them to pick. We were very anxious.. coz' we didn't even know them at all.. Feeling so shy & scared.. =/

When they arrived.. Vkie, Sarah & liying sat in Kah Heng's Car while Me,siok hua & huey ying sat in Reez's Car.. (omg.. shyness!! we don't even know Reez at all.. pai sehh arr!) So ... we went to JOnker... bla bla.. After that, drop by at a Mamak stall in Melaka Raya... Weh,Guess What?? Reez was just sitting right beside me.. but there's a small gap in between la. ( that time i was shy... Buat-buat keep talking to my friends.. You know la.. i seldom sat beside a guy.. Waa..sounds fake! but its true la.. I'm from girls school mah..,good girl le..) =P

hmm.. After that went to 'Green World Bistro'.. its a place for clubbing.. Yeah.. dance dance.. shake ya bom bom there! hehe.. but me & my friends never really dance la.. SHY as i said! just dance a lil'.. weh,all of us(my friends) went to clubbing place..for the 1st time leh!
BLa.. bla.. bla... went back home around 3am i guess. (saturday night)

SO next few days later.. On Monday night.., i was Online.. ICQ.. then i saw this guy Online.. wasn't really sure is he Reez or not.. coz' we didnt chat for so long.. & guess he forget who i am already. then.. i Chat with him.... & yeah..,it was HIM! SYAHREEZ!! then we chat.. bla bla bla.. ... I told him that i'm bored at home.. wana enjoy to the fullest before i enter National Service.. & bla bla.. He asked me out for a dinner.. then i accept! Omg.. is that you..Sandra?! hehe =P

The next day.. (Tuesday) .. He came to pick me for dinner at 'Windmill' around 8pm.. Then bla bla... He ate Fish n Chips while i ate Chicken Marryland.. *hehheehe* (i still remember wht he wores & me myself too.) During the dinner.., we talked about our lifes & etc.. Introduction to oneself?' heee.. =) i enjoyed that night. So after dinner.. we went to Klebang Beach.. sat down there chit chatting.... *i was shy* ... bla bla... Went back home..

After that.. continuing SMS-ing.. there's where our relationship started... (7th december 2004)
So the next day & continuous day.. we keep went out.. *dating* till the day i went to National Service...

Our relationship still blooming... still counting... its almost 3 years. =)

Well..,i'm very happy that i met Reez.. He's such a great person..

Bee, i luv u lots... alwis.. forever..~

Zoo

2007-05-01T13:06:00.000-07:00

Went to Malacca Zoo yesterday with reez.. Got afew shots of the animals...
Here goes...

Parrot - looks like 'Faber Caster' colour pencils parrot.

Mr.Iguana - its an iguana.. eyuuuee.. look at the scales.. the iguana skins.. geli la.

Flamingo! - well,all of them is sleeping i guess.. no heads up..

Nway..,i'll upload more pics of the animals soon.. =)

PHOTOGRAPHER

2007-04-15T12:10:00.000-07:00

ATTENTION!!!

Need a photographer??
Well.. i've one.. just let me know or you can view Mr.Photographer's blog.. www.four-elementoz.blogspot.com.
Don't worry..the price is reasonable. Ahemm.. no F.O.C.

"Cheap Price.. Good Quality.. Great Result!"

Satisfaction Guaranteed

luv,sandra.

someday we'll know..

2007-04-11T22:59:00.000-07:00

Ninety miles outside Semabok
Can’t stop riding I don’t know why
So many questions, I need an answer
few seconds of later you're still on my mind

Whatever happened to Amelia Eirheart?
Who holds the stars up in the sky?
Is true love just once in a lifetime?

Did the captain of the Titanic cry?

Oh, Someday we’ll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we’ll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we’ll know
Why I wasn’t meant for you...[??!]

Does anybody know the way to Paradise?
Or what the wind says when I cries?
I’m speeding by the place that I met you

For the ninety-seventh time...Tonight

Someday we’ll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we’ll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we’ll know
Why I wasn’t meant for you...[??!]
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

Someday we’ll know
Why "Slyvia" loved "Randy"?
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you’ll know
That I was the one for you....

Open up the world

I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow

Watched the stars crash in the sea

If I can ask God just one question

Why aren’t you here with me tonight?

Oh, Someday we’ll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we’ll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we’ll know
Why I wasn’t meant for you...[ boolshit! ]
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

Someday we’ll know
Why "Slyvia" loved "Randy"?
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you’ll know
That I was the one for you....

Penang Island - trip

2007-04-04T13:25:00.000-07:00

Me & Reez went to Penang Island on Monday.. 1 day trip. Came back on Wednesday morning. 8 hours journey..goshh!

Me & Reez in the Ferry from Butterworth to Penang Island..

Kompleks Tun Abdul Razak located in Penang city. (one of the famous shopping complex in Penang)

Prangin Mall.. (the lift sux!)

LOOK! that 'penang ah ma' is lookin' at me.. & there's a birdy in the sky..

At Batu Ferringi bus stop. (Batu Ferringi seaside)

Close-up shot
(lion statue from a temple in Penang)

Reez at Work!

Penang trishaw
(its different from melaka) - slow shutter.. too blur,coz didn't attach tripod.

GEARS

2007-04-04T12:31:00.000-07:00

NIKON + standard lens + Sigma APO telephoto 70-300mm + Nikon Flash Speedlight SB 600 + Giottos Rocket Air Blower!

Reez's & Sandra's Gears. Brand NEW!!

(Oopps..missing something.. hmm..? oh ya! sb600 speedlight flash!!)

Setting up his gears..

Are You Ready?!

He KISS his baby!!!! me want too!!! =p

We spent alot on the accessories.. FuhH!! expensive hobby!
well,we don't mind.. its our passion!!
ahemm...we are BROKE!!

work

2007-03-28T12:37:00.001-07:00

its 3.45 am now.. quite tired.. I just came back from work.. yeap..work! back aching rite now.. Just after sms reez.. guess he is sleeping.. well,cant get to say good night & receive good night kiss.. =( Hmm.. Missing him..
Guess i'll be working for long.. roughly about 6 months..if possible.. Aihz.. can't go dating with my sayang dy.. *heeee* Well,its okay.. *we understand each other..* rite dear? haha.. nway.. i'm going to bed now.. chow~ NiteZ everyone.. + Muakss to my reezy dear!! =)

thoughts

2007-03-20T12:44:00.000-07:00

i've been thinking.. i can't go on in this way.. feel so withdrawn.. Loook at me.. i'm soo not myself.. i mean in the terms of 'bodily'.. Well, we'll see what happen next....

New sprayed Suzuki VR

2007-03-11T05:14:00.000-07:00

This is my Suzuki Vr.. newly srayed by ReEz & his friend HafiZ! Thanks ya!! i'm lOvin' it!!
The design theme is.. errm.. Arrow..? hee..

My Suzuki VR
front

..arrow..

left - suzuki Racing

right - Japs words

VrOoomMmm!!!!!!!

back - suzuki

MAW 2951.. Yeap!! thats my scooter!!

Credit to ReEz for the Shots. Edited by Me - not much editing.

DCmag

2007-03-10T07:54:00.000-08:00

Weee.. finally got my this month Digital camera Magazine!! =)

-Digital Camera Magazine-

Well.. to those who is interested in Digital Photography... you can purchase this magazine at any book stores especially MPH & News. It cost Rm8.00 ONLY!!
This Magazine will be publish every month.. it really helps you alot..There are guides..tips..advise..& much more. (hmm.. i think this magazine is selling in overseas too, coz its from UK..)

So what now?? go grab it.. before it sold out!!
be fast.. its like hot cakes!!

creepy

2007-03-09T09:11:00.000-08:00

creepy

This pic was edited by ReEz.. Nice one!!! thanks.. Muaks!! does it looks creepy?? hehehee...

Frame shots

2007-03-08T00:54:00.000-08:00

Yesterday me & reez went for photoshoot at clock tower & jonker street due to my photography assignment.. Title : frame

Sephia
( clock tower )

silhouette?? no idea...
( jonker street )

Anyway, credit to Reez for these shots. Edited by me.. =P

'loh hey'.. 'loh hey'..

2007-02-27T02:27:00.000-08:00

Chinese tradition.. during the chinese new year.. 'yee sang'

'yee sang'

chinese new year.. 'loh hey'

finale.. "Ready to eat.." nyam!!

Happie Chinese New Year

2007-02-19T11:42:00.000-08:00

"Gong Xi Fa Chai!!"

Wishing everyone's a very Happy Chinese New Year.
May the year of Pig shower you with Health, Prosperity, Wealth & Happiness.
Best Wishes & regards..

"Ang Chai"

Happy CNY!

Happiee [V]day! 14th feb

2007-02-14T12:06:00.000-08:00

weee...!! happiee Valentine's day to everyone... especially to my dear. Had a perfect [V]day outing & dinner as well!! i'm lovin' it! =) so contented la! =P la..la..la... "i love you".. muax muax muax!! MuakssSSssSSssssss!!!
Hmm.. well,to my frens.. "i love u guys.. frenz for life!" & lastly,my family.. "a HUGE hug n kisses.." love ya!

Photography - FOUR ELEMENTOZ

2007-02-03T00:03:00.001-08:00

Hey peps out there!! Please feel free to check out this blog "www.four-elementoz.blogspot.com". There are alots of nice depiction there! If u guys out there need a photographer for some shooting.., u can refer to him. Satisfaction guaranteed! no jokes!!

-peace-

Ma' Business

2007-02-01T23:02:00.000-08:00

Present my New Business Card :-

FRONT

BACK

i went to the printing shop to print 100 pieces of my business card. Currently i'm doing some freelance.. Never know that doing freelance in designing can earn alot.. Example..design a small magazine for about 12pages.. and the pay is RM500. HuhUu..
Hmm.. Well, guess i rougly confirm that after my Diploma..i'll go to work.. MONEY BABE!!!

By the way..,if possible..intro my business to anyone la,k.. but don't la promote so 'kau'.. *hahaha... Anyway,wish me all the best ya!! cheers~

Back!

2007-01-08T07:20:00.001-08:00

hey,i'm back!! hee.. just after my final exam.. Now i've 2 weeks sem break.. hMm.. honestly, i'm very bored..i got nothing to do during this sem break.. eat & sleep.. UrgHhh!!! Hmm.. don't know what to write about.. Erm.. this is final year for my diploma course.. hopefully there's no repetition for my sem? subject. err.. i also don't know what am i writting.. Owh ya..Chinese New Year is around da corner..!! weeee!! i must drop a few KGs' of my weight.. to wear those nice clothes.. huhuu.. thats not the only reason.. i wana get slim..coz.. u noe la.. faham-faham.. ( ? ) hmm.. bored ler.. Is there any job which offers 2 weeks only? halal job la.. too bored..so feel like working.. Hmm.. Dreaming of getting a dSLR camera.. New mobile phone.. Mp4.. & etc.. haha.. sadly,i don't have much cash..
By the way, my new house is ready.. WeeEee!! cant wait to shift in..!!! gonna do abit renovation.. & most probably will shift in by middle of 2007. cant wait!! cant wait!!!
huh? its raining.. heavily! chow~ will update soon.. for interesting post.

10 November

2006-11-09T23:46:00.000-08:00

yup yup!! its 10 November..!! its my birthday!! my last year of teen.. i'm 19 rite now..! wana enjoy to the fullest.. if possible. Mm.. I didn't expect much for my birthday..wishes is enough to brighten up my day..!! I just woke up from my nap.. its raining heavily rite now.. Rain? it makes me feel so relaxing... & sumtimes moody.. don't know why.. haha nature.. Sighh.. During my nap..i had a bad bad dreams..!!! can't stated all about it.. privacy.. LOL! since i woke up from my nap..i WIPE my tears... i cried alot.. in my dreams..but the tears flow in reality.. Goshh.. making me uneasy rite now.. Wonder why suddenly i'll dream all those.. hmmp.. bad omen la.. =( *Gob Bless Me* touch wood.. please don't happen in reality.. sob..sob..
I've received birthday wishes from my dear friends..its countable..jaime, leen, siok hua, sarah, vickie, kee, pek shan & lastly my ns fren (yuan2)... n my mama. thats all. sad case rite..? so little.. told cha' i don't have many friends.. trust me wei..i really don't have any friends..except u gurls.. In my college,i'm always alone.. my frens in my college was my 'hi bye friends' only.
Owh ya, At 12am today.. the first person who called me..was my dear reezy..(thanks dear..muax!)*hee.. Hmm.. i really appreciated all those wishes..especially from my close friends.. (do u want me to name out again..?) ok.. jam,leen,vkie,siok hua,sarah,kee. thanks yo! love u gurls lots!! started to realise again..that my friends are important to me.. see.. they remember my 'big day'.. feeling so fortunate rite now.. At least i know they'll always be there for me.. that what are friends for.. rite? hee..
Last night went to MP jalan-jalan with reez.. hee* (spending sum time with together esp. for my big day) LOL!
to be continue..

GosHhhh...!!! Last night was a tremendous wonderful night..!! (10/11) Reez brought me to 'Hotel Equatorial' to have dinner..(bday celebration) Isn't that romantic..?? yeap!! Damn happy.. Thanks dear..Lovin' you lots!! After movie,me & ReEz went to watch midnight movie.."Death Note" goshh.. damn nice wei that movie..!!! Peps out there..don't miss this movie.. its Nice.. satisfaction guaranteed.. huhuu..~
>ReEz<Thanks for that wonderful night.. You've brighten up my life.. Owh..During that dinner.. i keep smilling.. & that makes me can't express..... coz i was too happy..surprised.. thats why i'm speechless & SHY! *hee.. =) Dear,thanks.. thanks alot!! Love you much..'i know.. You LoVe me More!!
yeap!! thats all for today..!! WoOoohOOoooOOo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm lovin' it!!

"Opps!! D.I.E.T time...!!!" LOL! -peace-

POEM - love

2006-11-08T23:02:00.000-08:00

When thy eyes touched mine
for the very first time
I knew it would be forever
That we were meant to stay together
And I had to keep my faith
Because my only love sprung from my only hate

For thou I was lying here
In this cold and dark place
Thy voice I was supposed to hear
But our dream became our disgrace
Why could not thou wait for a little while?
For I would wake up and smile

I can not stop my tears now
As my eyes try not to see thee
Oh, love could not be more wise to me!
With thy dagger I make a vow:
By taking this breaf life
I shall always be thy hopeless wife.

lalala

2006-11-04T08:12:00.000-08:00

nowadays i feel so ALIVE..!!!!!!!!!!!!! huhuuu.. its soon.. its around the corner... i'm lookin' forward to it.... =) =) =) yeepeeee!!!!! chow..~

WeEeee!!~

2006-10-20T11:15:00.000-07:00

Weeeee!!~ Finally i got a new scooter!!! Goodbye my o'Naza scooter!! miss u much!! thanks for the 2 years of ride! heee...
By the way, wishing 'Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri' & Maaf Zahir Batin... to "ReEz & family" & to those who celebrates hari raya! -peace-

hmm..?

2006-10-14T04:51:00.000-07:00

Woit!! i got my PC back!! Recently brought it to re-format.. Now it has turn to 'apple'..!!! woohOoooOO!!! thanx to ReEz & his bRo!! yup yup!!! sighh..my mum went back already.. whenever she went back..i feel so.. err.. 'berat hati'.. feel like crying..? sob..sob.. =( Gonna be bored again.. bored..bored..bored..
Oh ya.. Missing my HoMiez.. so long never hang out with them.. the last time i saw them was.. hm.. let me think.. OHhh.. sending leen off..at KLIA!
Weh..,my mum discourage me to further my studies to degree ler.. How le..? she wants me to work.. She said its such a waste of time studying..for people like me. ( means people like me 'bodoh'..,should go WORK! ) aihz.. don't know ler.. Should i further my degree? or not..? Well, i'm not gonna think about it till i finish my Diploma..i've still long way to go..A year! hmm..Just let it be.. see how it goes la...,k? Daa~

WaAaaaaaaaaaaaAAa!!! my mid-term exam is around da corner..!! i'm dying!!!

macam-macam ada..

2006-10-09T10:54:00.000-07:00

Last night i had my dinner at 'Amigo'(sunday-8 oct) with my family.. mum, sibblings, aunt, uncle n cousins.. & lastly.. ReEz!! huhuu... MY FAMILY!!! yUmMm!!!
My mum invited ReEz for dinner..! Its my Bro 21st Birthday last night! ReEz first time had his dinner with MY FAMILY.. he was quite scared..shy..nervous?? haha.. chill la my dear.. Everything went smoothly.. We are ONE.. A FAMILY!! yeap..yeap!! After dinner,me & ReEz went to Megamall jalan-jalan*..(to leen>wehh,i'll snap some pics of megamall n send to ya.. but err..actually megamall..is still in process ler..not really complete yet..& not many shops lehh..uncool? haha) hee.. =) yeap!!
hmm.. i ate alot these few days..gaining weight..?! (aiyer me FAT alot..my mama said..i looks like AUNTIE..especially my ASS..so BIG macam AUNTIE..AUNTIE who dressed up simple & sell vegetables in market! 'hey..vege vege..cheap cheap..come buy!! *haha..)
I'm quite happy.. i got my N70 & my digital camera!!! wEeeee!!~
My mum going back this Wednesday..sighh..so fast.. She'll be back again a month later..means DECEMBER!! gosh..so long.. & she won't be here for my birthday.. =( hmm..its ok la! i'm fine with that.
Owh ya,i guess i'm gonna get a new scooter soon.. very soon.?! hehe..

till then.. continue next time-

HATE ME TODAY!

2006-09-28T09:22:00.001-07:00

Was very lonely for these few days.. when i'm isolated/lonely.. i'll start bugging/messaging/calling my bf.. & he'll get annoyed/irritated...then he'll scold me..& i'll start CRYING..hiding myself in the room..& cried.. after that,i'll take my scooter.. & ride almost half of Malacca..scooter ride*.. all alone.. just to release sadness..stress..etc.
Its 1.30am now..Actually,i just came back from Scooter ride*.. sighh.. was just scolded by my bf several hours ago.. very sad.. I'm so not used to the environment of..boredom..lonely/isolated.. I wish that my mum is staying in Malacca.. Missing her so much!! if that happens..i won't bug anyone when i'm bored/isolated..coz' my mum is there.. Whenever my mum is there..i won't feel bored..coz' i can tag her along wherever she goes when im bored..Is not that me & my mum very close..is that..Duno how to explain.. err.. its like..when she going out..then i tag along..coz' i dont really like to be Close up at home..doing ntg.. meanwhile..i can take a stroll or car ride.. numsayin'..??
SANDRA..i'm a person who don't like to be scold..i'm soft in the inner but external..tough. that's why..i'm an emotional person..who pours the rains easily. Moreover,i'm a negative minded person..when something sad that happens to me..i always thought of commite suicide..& i tried to do it..but FAILED!! Am i weird?!
sighh.. i hate to have conflict with my bf..! thats the most sadness i'll have. WHY most sadness? coz he's the person that i love the most..he's my everything! whenever we have conflict..we never really contact each other for just sometime..but my finger ITCHY*..always grab the mobile..& half-hearted..whether to contact or not.. I know..end up..i contact. Feel like crying now.. Is there anyone who can lend a shoulder to me now..?? Reez..i really love you..lots! from the bottom of my heart!absolutely can't denied.. i don't mean to bug nor have conflict with you.. Do you know that,whenever we've conflict.. i cried. no lie. thats the tears of a girl who's so deeply in love..thats the truth! oh ya,i know you don't like me to be jiwang-jiwang.. but for this time..i really want to express my feelings.Yeap! ReEz..,sorry for keep repeating those mistakes..i know you are sick of that..Thanks for co-operate & bear with me.. I'm gonna make it sure for real..that..i won't & will never ever did that AGAIN! cross my heart ' swear to god ' down on my knees to you...

*To those readers & reez..if you read this post..guess you'll think i'm nuts & too JIWANG.. but what i wrote..was truly from my heart..suara hati*

signning off, BIG FAT LOSER SANDRA

tomorrow will be a New day...

tsk..tsk..tsk.. LOL

2006-09-27T06:42:00.000-07:00

DAMN!!!! last two days.. while i was driving on my way to ReEz house... i was stop by two policemen... WHY?! coz... i drove through the traffic light which was 'RED'... *LOL* jahat ehh me... before i drove through.. i looked around already... then after passing by.. *lalala*.. suddenly a police kancil car was right behind me... *WOW* that was FAST!! just a blink.. then all of the sudden came out a police car.. hish!!! then i stop somewhere at the bukit baru taman.. & the policeman asked for my license... WaaAaa!! he said that.. he want to summon* ME!! goshhh.. i was terrified!! (i cannot kena summon ler..,coz once i kena..my license straight kena BATAL!!)then i told him.. 'selesai tepi la..' 'selesai tepi la..' guess what he said..? BERAPA NAK BAGI??! & i gave him RM50!! damn!! flew off dy my money!! sob..sob.. Jahat mia police!! purposely wana freak me out.. aihz... what to do.. i've broke the traffic rules.. =(

KL..KL..the Big City Of Dreams...!!

2006-09-21T05:11:00.000-07:00

Me came back from Kuala Lumpur last night around 1 something in the morning.. supposed to arrive Melaka around 11pm but reez was very sleepy & tired while driving at the highway..so we drop by at Seremban R & R to take a nap and have our supper there. Pity Reez.. he was so tired..he drove alot.. & his foot was 'bengkak' due to shopping...coz' we walked alot.
That Tuesday Morning..went to pick Jaime,Vickie & Huey Ying to KLIA... Reez drove quite fast..coz afraid we can't make it to meet Leen.. PhewW!! thank god we make it!! Guess What??! when we arrive there.. Once we came out from the car.. All of us ran heading to the 'Departure area'.. *hahaha* While running...,Reez accidentally bang the car 'side mirror.. OUCH!! thats hurt!! Me & Reez were encouraging each other to run faster.. Run!! Faster..!!!! While Jaime,Vickie & Huey Ying were ahead of us already.. Goshh.. its like a Drama Movie..running in the airport heading to meet our Precious Friend.. nice moment la.. too bad we don't have video cam to shoot it.
Finally we reached.. & we met leen..spent afew minutes with her..& shot some pics too! *will upload the pics soon*
After that,its time for Leen to leave.. all of us walked her to the 'Departure entrance'.. before she enter..we shot one last pic with her & her KL friends too! after that,we hugged her &...... my tears started to flow... following by VicKie... *shy la* hahaha... *missing you,leen*
After sending her off..,we took our breakfast at McDonald,KLIA.
On our way back to Bukit Jalil..we got LOST!!! so..we planned to drop vickie at subang,INTI college..coz' she was late for class. After dropping vickie off.., we got lost AGAIN!!! until masuk Shah Alam.. So we asked for directions to Bukit Jalil... n finally... WeEeEEE!!! dah sampai!!! *heee* Later on.. Me,Reez,Jaime & Huey ying went to Midvalley megamall.. to have our lunch n shopping!!!(Jaime,thanks for the treat!!)after that.. jaime n huey ying went back.. so me & Reez went to Bukit bintang..SHOPPING!!! & the day after that.. me & Reez went to One Utama..SHOPPING AGAIN!! SHOP till We DROP!! we shop alot la.. *wink wink* =) hee...

*p/s:sorry for some errors..i'm not good at blogging*

NOKIA N70

2006-09-15T07:49:00.000-07:00

LOOK AT THIS MOBILE PHONE!!!!!!!! It's NOKIA N70..N SERIES!! CoOl ryte??!! it's a '3G' phone bebehh!! huhuu...~ By early of next month i'll be getting that NOKIA N70!!! WoHoOOooOoooOOO!!!!!!!!! My mum coming back early of next month and she'll give me that N70 mobile phone!! Goshh!!! lalala...i'm on top of the world!!hmm.. but if i've the NOKIA N73 even better..its 'Carl Zeis' Optics..goshh it cost RM3k lehh.. damn expensive! mm.. =P

SPECIFICATIONS (N70)

Technical
Network: GSM 900 / 1800 / 1900 / WCDMA 2100
Form Factor: Block / Symbian OS 8.1
Dimensions: 109 x 53 x 22 mm
Weight: 126 g
Antenna: Internal
Talk Time:3.50
Standby Time: 264
Memory: 30 MB
Expandable Memory: RS-MMC
Main Screen: 262000 colors (TFT) 176 x 208 px
Camera: 2 MP / 1600 x 1200 px / 20X Zoom / Flash / Self-Timer / Video Recorder

Audio - Multimedia
MP3 Player, FM Radio, Speakerphone, Push-To-Talk, Ring Tones(64 chord / MP3), Streaming Multimedia(RealPlayer)
Wallpapers & Screen Savers: 176 x 208 px
Games: J2ME

Messaging
SMS, MMS, EMS, Email(POP3 / IMAP4 / SMTP), Chat

Applications
Calculator, Calendar, Wap(2.0 / Opera), To-Do List, Voice Commands

Connectivity
Bluetooth, High-Speed Data(EDGE / GPRS (Class 10), PC Sync